Going tonight with SN

[jadednfree]

Going tonight. Could use some words of encouragement. Using SN. I'm in excruciating chronic pain and I can't live like this anymore.

 

[Cryptonite]

As a fellow chronic pain sufferer, I wish you only the best. I truly hope you get the relief you 100 percent deserve. I will keep you in mind and hope in your success.

 

[jadednfree]

As a fellow chronic pain sufferer, I wish you only the best. I truly hope you get the relief you 100 percent deserve. I will keep you in mind and hope in your success.

Thank you so much. I wish you relief in whatever way as well.

 

[Dead Meat]

I'm so sorry to hear that your going and I'm wishing you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have never-ending peace and serenity. Lot's of LOVE TO YOU BEAUTIFUL SOUL

 

[Hollowillow]

Going tonight. Could use some words of encouragement. Using SN. I'm in excruciating chronic pain and I can't live like this anymore.

It's my reason to go too... And being gaslighted by doctors calling me a hipocondriac... And denied psychological care even if I submit to psychiatry. I had enough...

I feel you. I hope you'll be free *hugs you tight* I'm sure you're well prepared. Best wishes

 

[jadednfree]

I'm so sorry to hear that your going and I'm wishing you a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have never-ending peace and serenity. Lot's of LOVE TO YOU BEAUTIFUL SOUL

This made me smile in the middle of sobbing, thank you so much

It's my reason to go too... And being gaslighted by doctors calling me a hipocondriac... And denied psychological care even if I submit to psychiatry. I had enough...

I feel you. I hope you'll be free *hugs you tight* I'm sure you're well prepared. Best wishes

I've had similar experiences with doctors. I'm so sorry for what you've been through as well.

I am prepared as I can be. Thank you so much.

 

[Hollowillow]

This made me smile in the middle of sobbing, thank you so much

I've had similar experiences with doctors. I'm so sorry for what you've been through as well.

I am prepared as I can be. Thank you so much.

Aww you were sobbing... *Rubs your back* let it all out, it's as natural as rain. I forgot because someone was so fed up with society's bullshit that she went in a furious happy glory. I thought of going during a moment of extreme anguish to bypass SI but then got scared that the intense emotion would trap my ghost here so I think going well prepared & peacefully is much wiser. So I'm slowly getting into sn instead of partial hanging. Seems more serene. And the goodbyes while drifting away was the most beautiful display if kindness I've ever seen. I cried... Now I try to be happy for people... But yes *hugs you* it's so sad. I hope that you'll be free of pain soon.

 

[Finding Sirius]

I hope your exit from this world is a peaceful and comfortable one.

 

[jadednfree]

I hope your exit from this world is a peaceful and comfortable one.

Thank you so much

 

[Nikki2020]

im sorry life is so hard on you. may you be at peace soon. ❤

 

[TydalWave]

Your insanely brave. I wish you relief and safe passing.

 

[Obliviate]

I am so sorry life failed you and I wish you the upmost peaceful and painless departure

 

[Lawliet]

also a chronic pain suffer, people just don't understand how much it destroys your life. I hope that you find a swift and peaceful end.

 

[Hollowillow]

also a chronic pain suffer, people just don't understand how much it destroys your life. I hope that you find a swift and peaceful end.

So much yes. Invalidating my pain is the worst pain of all.

 

[Euthanza]

Peace be upon you

 

[Littlewittlelight]

May it be peaceful and you rest well. I hope you feel calm in the meantime.
Peace

 

[makethepainstop]

May your needs be met in this hour of greatest need. Hugs to you.

 

[1000winds]

i wish you freedom from your pain and a smooth transition into the afterlife.

 

[freevoid]

I have chronic health issues, so I feel you. I sincerely wish all the peace in existence for you.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I can't even imagine how people cope with constant pain. Life just disgusts me when people have to suffer so much. I wish you a peaceful journey and release from your suffering.

 

[suicidalpushpop]

i'm here because of chronic illness/ chronic pain too. i wish you nothing but peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from this cruel existence, it really is horrifying how so much suffering exists. Farewell.

 

[RickSanchez2022]

Going tonight. Could use some words of encouragement. Using SN. I'm in excruciating chronic pain and I can't live like this anymore.

What happened?

 

[Shivali]

 

[blue_muse]

Sad to see any member leave; SS is like a waiting room for people like yourself, who need freeing from the pain and misery experienced in this life. Safe travels to the other side .

 

[jadednfree]

I guess it didn't work if you were last seen 10 days ago. Same situation for me and was going to tonight but doesn't give me any hope

I was found :( had to beg not to go to mental hospital. Had to lay low for a few months. Trying to plan my next exit.

 

[OnTheRoad]

Sorry to hear you didn't get relief from your suffering. Other than being found, how was the SN experience?

 

[MostlylNormalFace]

Sad to see any member leave; SS is like a waiting room for people like yourself, who need freeing from the pain and misery experienced in this life. Safe travels to the other side .

A waiting room. I really like that analogy.

 

[Uber]

FWIW @jadednfree I'm happy you're still with us (except for the pain).

How are you feeling lately?

 

[jadednfree]

I was found before I got to actually drink the SN. I've been incredibly depressed and feel defeated. Hoping my next time isn't interrupted. I did everything I could to make sure the timing was right, but my partner said he sensed something and came back home and found me with the drink in front of me. Just my luck huh?