Going tonight with SN

[EndlessDespair]

I was found before I got to actually drink the SN. I've been incredibly depressed and feel defeated. Hoping my next time isn't interrupted. I did everything I could to make sure the timing was right, but my partner said he sensed something and came back home and found me with the drink in front of me. Just my luck huh?

This world Is fucked up. Why do they feel like they can just force us to continue suffering, while they continue to live their happy lives. I'm so sorry that you are still living In this hell and werent able to rest in peace.

If you're considering another attempt I recommend booking a hotel, so you won't be interrupted again.

 

[MidnightCat]

This world Is fucked up. Why do they feel like they can just force us to continue suffering, while they continue to live their happy lives. I'm so sorry that you are still living In this hell and werent able to rest in peace.

If you're considering another attempt I recommend booking a hotel, so you won't be interrupted again.

They do not always force us to live.

I'm my case, I force myself for them. But none other than me is forcing me to stay.

 

[EndlessDespair]

They do not always force us to live.

I'm my case, I force myself for them. But none other than me is forcing me to stay.

They definitely do, otherwise painless methods would be easily accessible.

 

[jadednfree]

This world Is fucked up. Why do they feel like they can just force us to continue suffering, while they continue to live their happy lives. I'm so sorry that you are still living In this hell and werent able to rest in peace.

If you're considering another attempt I recommend booking a hotel, so you won't be interrupted again.

I agree, thank you.

I won't be able to escape to a hotel as my partner and family won't leave me alone. I will just have to do it early morning while my partner goes to gym and runs errands. I read that SN death takes 40 minutes - 4 hours.

 

[EndlessDespair]

I agree, thank you.

I won't be able to escape to a hotel as my partner and family won't leave me alone. I will just have to do it early morning while my partner goes to gym and runs errands. I read that SN death takes 40 minutes - 4 hours.

Idk if that's enough time man, there's always a chance that your partner can come home early, but good luck nonetheless.

 

[jadednfree]

Idk if that's enough time man, there's always a chance that your partner can come home early, but good luck nonetheless.

I know, I'm so screwed.

 

[NotStrongEnough]

Just remember, there is always tomorrow to do it. You don't need to today if you're blocked for some reason (by choice or by force). It hurts to stay alive. We all know that. But who knows .. tomorrow might be a good day.

That's what I hope for. The day after a good day, so I can feel a little bit of happy before I do it.