Going to CTB in June or July

[hellogoodbye999]

I'm so happy, I can finally rest soon. I plan to go run with a camcorder and just record myself and a bunch of different things and talk about why I feel the way I feel and why I'm gonna CTB. I'm gonna give my friends a bunch of my stuff and save up a couple thousand for my mom. I think I'm gonna experiment with a lot of drugs And a whole bunch of other things but yeah, it's really nice knowing that I'll finally be able to rest and not have to worry about life anymore.

Going to get super high off Xanax and weed then ingest SN while I watch the sunset

 

[Realog11]

I'm so happy, I can finally rest soon. I plan to go run with a camcorder and just record myself and a bunch of different things and talk about why I feel the way I feel and why I'm gonna CTB. I'm gonna give my friends a bunch of my stuff and save up a couple thousand for my mom. I think I'm gonna experiment with a lot of drugs And a whole bunch of other things but yeah, it's really nice knowing that I'll finally be able to rest and not have to worry about life anymore.

Going to get super high off Xanax and weed then ingest SN while I watch the sunset

good luck

 

[FuneralCry]

I just want to rest as well and never suffer again, I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[dalemar]

Good luck! I wish you all the best and that you can find the peace you deserve!

 

[apooka]

i think it's really lovely that you're making a video, i think itll help your friends and family a lot. i hope that maybe between now and the summer, something changes and you no longer want to ctb, but idk what you're going through and that's not my place to say. regardless, i wish you well!!! :D