Discussion going to CTB after summercamp

[misanthropemurder]

i think i've finally decided on a date and method. this is something that's been a long time coming. i plan to do a partial hanging, it's not my preferred method but it's going to have to do with what i have available. i don't plan on writing any notes, if i do it will be one big note for everyone who ever knew me, rather than something too personal.

i just feel truly sorry for those in my life who i feel actually care about me. i don't know how my death will affect others; even when i feel unwanted this is still something i would often think about. will my death send a loved one into depression? would i just be passing along my pain? i dont know, and i never will, but in all honesty i just want to be forgotten completely. i'm so tired.

 

[Holu]

Best of luckies too you. Make sure you are well prepared if going the partial route. I'm sorry for the suffering you have endured. Hope all goes well and that your summer camp is calm and enjoyable

 

[darksouls]

however you decide
I wish you a pleasant time at summer camp

 

[Box]

good luck, hope everything works out for u

will my death send a loved one into depression? would i just be passing along my pain?

maybe you should consider a note, just to tell them it was not their fault and that they couldn't have prevented it, that will at least maybe prevent them from feeling guilty