Going soon. SN by IC

[picklemick]

SN is here and I want to go. U won't be able to get meto in the time frame I have . So I'm going to have to rely on the second glass and willpower to keep this down.

Is it too risky without meto? I have a source that will take over a month but I don't want to wait and my life gets messier by the day.

Also fasting question, I have barely eaten this week but have been boozing to cope with anxiety knowing I'm done with this life. I know SN not recommend drunk but would hangover symptoms be worse.

I have doctor appointment on Sunday. Refill on benzos and sleepers but don't even want to wait til then. Worth the wait.? Also have a source for propranolol but that'll be over a week. Don't really care how comfortable I am to be honest just want to succeed. Assuming all those are luxuries and meto is the only one needed but a month is too long.


Just so done.

 

[madebrief]

If you want to succeed then you should be following stan guide and that meto is a key ingredient to it.
Boozing will not help, there is a higher risk you will throw everything up and fail. Hangover symptoms is not the issue with drinking, you are more likely to throw up and possible not have a peaceful death if it all goes well. People who fail are those who do not follow Stan guide.

I advise that you wait.

All the best in what you decide to do.

 

[8evergo]

she is from Poland, she gets anti-medics against vomiting without a prescription in the pharmacy for the first time in the EU that there is a doctor's appointment on Sunday
good luck

 

[Shu]

You technically don't need anything at all but said product.. it would definitely help and be way more peaceful having the other things and increase the success rate.

 

[london3]

SN is here and I want to go. U won't be able to get meto in the time frame I have . So I'm going to have to rely on the second glass and willpower to keep this down.

Is it too risky without meto? I have a source that will take over a month but I don't want to wait and my life gets messier by the day.

Also fasting question, I have barely eaten this week but have been boozing to cope with anxiety knowing I'm done with this life. I know SN not recommend drunk but would hangover symptoms be worse.

I have doctor appointment on Sunday. Refill on benzos and sleepers but don't even want to wait til then. Worth the wait.? Also have a source for propranolol but that'll be over a week. Don't really care how comfortable I am to be honest just want to succeed. Assuming all those are luxuries and meto is the only one needed but a month is too long.


Just so done.

I understand you may be fed up and want it to be over and am sorry for your pain. Doing things impulsively and not following plans will only lead to failure. You might need to wait some time to get everything ready, but surely it is better than a likely failure?

You are very likely to vomit without an AE, maybe try ordering from a seller in your country for a quicker delivery?

It is important to follow the proven plan like stans to do it properly, like fasting and using alcohol is risky and not recommended.

I know you want to succeed but this is not likely if you do not follow the plan, please be kinder to yourself and give yourself the time you need.

 

[Shu]

If you want to succeed then you should be following stan guide and that meto is a key ingredient to it.
Boozing will not help, there is a higher risk you will throw everything up and fail. Hangover symptoms is not the issue with drinking, you are more likely to throw up and possible not have a peaceful death if it all goes well. People who fail are those who do not follow Stan guide.

I advise that you wait.

All the best in what you decide to do.

People who fail are usually those who call for help or are found too early. Vomiting usually isn't the cause of failure.

 

[picklemick]

People who fail are usually those who call for help or are found too early. Vomiting usually isn't the cause of failure.

Won't be found. Live alone.

I understand you may be fed up and want it to be over and am sorry for your pain. Doing things impulsively and not following plans will only lead to failure. You might need to wait some time to get everything ready, but surely it is better than a likely failure?

You are very likely to vomit without an AE, maybe try ordering from a seller in your country for a quicker delivery?

It is important to follow the proven plan like stans to do it properly, like fasting and using alcohol is risky as and not recommended.

I know you want to succeed but this is not likely if you do not follow the plan, please be kinder to yourself and give yourself the time you need.

I understand you may be fed up and want it to be over and am sorry for your pain. Doing things impulsively and not following plans will only lead to failure. You might need to wait some time to get everything ready, but surely it is better than a likely failure?

You are very likely to vomit without an AE, maybe try ordering from a seller in your country for a quicker delivery?

It is important to follow the proven plan like stans to do it properly, like fasting and using alcohol is risky as and not recommended.

I know you want to succeed but this is not likely if you do not follow the plan, please be kinder to yourself and give yourself the time you need.

i want to go right now. I'm going to wait the weekend. Just for the benzos. Unfortunately waiting the month for meto i just can't put up with. Monday is my day.

 

[8evergo]

With SN, your blood gets thick, so your heart pumps harder because the blood doesn't transport enough oxygen to your brain and other vital organs. You become unconscious after 15 to 20 minutes. Death can occur from 30 minutes to 4 hours if someone finds you will you come to the hospital and have an intensive therapy and get an antidote survival is probably IMPORTANT is that you don't throw it up in the first few minutes that's why it's so important to consume antimedics like MCP before drinking and preferably something against heartburn if you do something then you do it right, especially at SN

 

[picklemick]

I think I'm being irrational having said product in my hands and just wanting to just take it right now. I'm going to give it the weekend 59 fast properly. Be sober. Have tranquilizers. No meto but I'll eat the puke if I have to. I just know I can't hang myself. Not an easy thing to do with crippling anxiety. But I can drink something.

 

[Foresight]

Anyone know if there are alternative antiemetics otc they could pick up?

I think combining no antiemetic with a hangover and sn sounds torturous. I know hangovers disrupt my brain and give me extra anxiety too. It's 100% worth the wait for the extra medications.

 

[picklemick]

I think I'm being irrational having said product in my hands and just wanting to just take it right now. I'm going to give it the weekend 59 fast properly. Be sober. Have tranquilizers. No meto but I'll eat the puke if I have to. I just know I can't hang myself. Not an easy thing to do with crippling anxiety. But I can drink something.

I'm obviously going to ask for an ae again but was turned down last time and likely will be again.

Anyone know if there are alternative antiemetics otc they could pick up?

I think combining no antiemetic with a hangover and sn sounds torturous. I know hangovers disrupt my brain and give me extra anxiety too. It's 100% worth the wait for the extra medications.

I've decided to wait the weekend. It was just tempting to try right away now that I have the SN. Will do the fasting and no drinking. Ativan. Zolpidem. But no ae

 

[8evergo]

Won't be found. Live alone.

if you are doing something are you doing it right and listen to what people say to you who have the idea what do you mean why i take my time because i have always planned everything and planning is the key to success i also want to get out of this shitty world but i have to plan my escape

 

[picklemick]

if you are doing something are you doing it right and listen to what people say to you who have the idea what do you mean why i take my time because i have always planned everything and planning is the key to success i also want to get out of this shitty world but i have to plan my escape

I know you're right. I feel like with determination I can overcome planning. I know that's not the right attitude
Fuck I just don't wanna be here any longer. K well thank you guys for the advice. I ordered the Ae and the propranolol. I may not make it until delivery but at least it's ordered.

 

[london3]

Anyone know if there are alternative antiemetics otc they could pick up?

I think combining no antiemetic with a hangover and sn sounds torturous. I know hangovers disrupt my brain and give me extra anxiety too. It's 100% worth the wait for the extra medications.

It depends on the country but something like Buccastem M or Pepto bismol is available but it obviously will not be as strong as a prescription one like metoclopramide.

You can certainly try ordering from an online pharmacy from your country or if not possible one from abroad but shipping will take longer.

 

[picklemick]

i will bring up this thread next week. I appreciate you talking me out of doing something impulsive that could lead to Failure

 

[Euthanza]

Ask anti emetic to doctor on Sunday

 

[8evergo]

I know you're right. I feel like with determination I can overcome planning. I know that's not the right attitude
Fuck I just don't wanna be here any longer. K well thank you guys for the advice. I ordered the Ae and the propranolol. I may not make it until delivery but at least it's ordered.

I also want to get out of here as soon as possible
the strenght is to be found in serenity .
life is not cheap that's why planning is so important to escape wait have everything and then get out of here

 

[picklemick]

It won't be stans guide but will be more thought out than where I was just at. Just saw the sn and wanted to go right now

 

[london3]

I know you're right. I feel like with determination I can overcome planning. I know that's not the right attitude
Fuck I just don't wanna be here any longer. K well thank you guys for the advice. I ordered the Ae and the propranolol. I may not make it until delivery but at least it's ordered.

I understand what you are saying in terms of determination and forcing yourself to swallow etc. But SN is a poison so the reactions are physical and you vomiting is your body rejecting the foreign substance, it is a physical thing so having an AE will stop signals to the brain etc and help you succeed.

Mental preparation is important but so is understanding why things work and how to properly plan so you do not fail.

I wish you success and hope you can take the time to plan things properly even though you are in a mental crisis.

 

[picklemick]

Ask anti emetic to doctor on Sunday

I will. I didn't lie well last time. I have history of migraines. Gonna say I need it got that. Gonna try and make up a good story.

I understand what you are saying in terms of determination and forcing yourself to swallow etc. But SN is a poison so the reactions are physical and you vomiting is your body rejecting the foreign substance, it is a physical thing so having an AE will stop signals to the brain etc and help you succeed.

Mental preparation is important but so is understanding why things work and how to properly plan so you do not fail.

I wish you success and hope you can take the time to plan things properly even though you are in a mental crisis.

You're right. I've been in crisis for a while and just seeing the SN it's hard not working o
Just want to do it right away. But I appreciate you talking sense into me. I'm going to make one last attempt at getting a meto prescription. And wait for the benzos. Fast properly etc
best story to use to doctor for ae?
Thankfull for this support group. Probably saved me a trip to the ER.

 

[kelsar]

how can i get in touch with IC?

 

[newave3]

No meto but I'll eat the puke if I have to.

Eating puke. Now that sounds tasty. Yum Yum. Put some salt on it.

 

[annique]

Eating puke. Now that sounds tasty. Yum Yum. Put some salt on it.

i think it'll be salty enough