Venting Going out with a bang

[wealllovesodium]

I'm going to be really honest, I don't want to actually commit suicide. I don't want to do any of that sn or any other big suicide method. If I die it's going to be doing something I like, something like racing, or riding motorcycles. In a way I can be seen by the people who love me and so they know I died do something I like. I didn't consciously flip my car, I misjudged a corner and took it like it was.

 

[DivineSpark]

Try some parkour on high buildings. I have seen lots of fails.

 

[quietwoods]

Can kinda relate. I was hiking on a mountain in blizzard a few years ago. It was a wild but incredible and beautiful experience.

At one point, ended up having to cross a sheer cliff edge covered in ice. Knew at any point I could slip and fall into the ravine below. Was the closest I've ever come to death, but was also the first time in my life I felt no fear. Was doing something I loved, best way to go out.

 

[wealllovesodium]

Try some parkour on high buildings. I have seen lots of fails.

I would but I live like half an hour away from the nearest big city and even then police are strict about doing anything.

 

[dyingslowly]

I'm going to be really honest, I don't want to actually commit suicide. I don't want to do any of that sn or any other big suicide method. If I die it's going to be doing something I like, something like racing, or riding motorcycles. In a way I can be seen by the people who love me and so they know I died do something I like. I didn't consciously flip my car, I misjudged a corner and took it like it was.

Do a drive at the night in the rain at a highway, you can easily "fake" a slip by going at very high speed. I am yet to get my license and try this out but if I am successful I won't be alive to tell you that. Nobody would know nor they would see it coming.

 

[wealllovesodium]

Do a drive at the night in the rain at a highway, you can easily "fake" a slip by going at very high speed. I am yet to get my license and try this out but if I am successful I won't be alive to tell you that. Nobody would know nor they would see it coming.

The thing is, I'm not trying to "fake" I'm not trying to do anything. If I die I die but if I don't I don't and I'm ok with either option.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I've thought like this too. Except I don't do things that could be dangerous. But I'm thinking things like not getting treatment when I get a disease, not calling for help if I think I'm having a heart attack. I'm older so those things are realistic perhaps inevitable events. You just reminded me to make a Do Not Resuscitate thing. I don't want to wake up after being "saved" with a huge hospital bill.