Going out with a bang

[nlpgirl99]

I've got the SN and working on getting antiemetics. Now I'm just trying to plan my last weeks. I've already written letters to my sociopathic, narcissistic father who's been a creep towards me, put a loaded gun to my head and mentally tormented my sisters and I for years. I've got one for my mom who looked me dead in the eyes after telling her I was sexually abused, and told me not to talk about that. I'll write some for my little sisters and boyfriend probably, but I don't want them to remember me like this.

My plan was to run up some credit cards, get a luxury hotel in the bahamas and ctb there alone, in peace. It's both scary and exciting to think about having an actual way out.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrific what you've been through, it's just so disgusting how humans choose to procreate especially when they treat the people that they brought here so badly. This world undeniably is hell, so I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.

 

[ctb7767]

I would not fly especially international with SN.

 

[orca87]

I would not fly especially international with SN.

I would not fly with white powders in air tight bags at all

 

[nlpgirl99]

That sounds really horrific what you've been through, it's just so disgusting how humans choose to procreate especially when they treat the people that they brought here so badly. This world undeniably is hell, so I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.

Thank you, I hope we both can find peace eventually

I would not fly especially international with SN.

Would there be no way to hide it at all? I've had friends who've flown internationally with weed and stuff. Maybe I'll just get a luxury hotel somewhere I can drive. Or Hawaii lol

I would not fly especially international with SN.

So a luxury hotel I can drive to then? Cool

 

[depressedcooc]

I would not fly especially international with SN.

why not? shouldn't there not be a problem if SN isn't illegal in that country

 

[nlpgirl99]

why not? shouldn't there not be a problem if SN isn't illegal in that country

Couldn't I just transfer the contents to another medication container and keep in carry on?

 

[depressedcooc]

Couldn't I just transfer the contents to another medication container and keep in carry on?

the container doesn't matter itself but i doubt that there should be an issue? my question is to the people who are saying not to travel w it

 

[Worndown]

Any containers of white powder or crystals will get you noticed.

 

[depressedcooc]

Any containers of white powder or crystals will get you noticed.

what about people traveling with table salt though

isn't SN essentially a salt lol

 

[Kusogaki]

That sounds really horrific what you've been through, it's just so disgusting how humans choose to procreate especially when they treat the people that they brought here so badly. This world undeniably is hell, so I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.

your messages are always such a beautiful read.

 

[leavingsoon99]

I had abusive parents as well. There really should be some type of check against human procreation. An evaluation of sorts or some biological fail-safe for humans who are unfit to be parents. I like that you plan to go out with a bang. I think that's how it should be. Play with house money. Good luck in your journey!!!

 

[Worndown]

what about people traveling with table salt though

isn't SN essentially a salt lol

How many people do that? Wherever you go, they have have salt. I doubt SN is illegal. By the time they find out it is not drugs, you will be sorry you tried.

 

[NobodyEverywhere]

My plan was to run up some credit cards, get a luxury hotel in the bahamas and ctb there alone, in peace

I may be dumb, but if you went into debt wouldn't the debt be passed to your family? I know your parents suck but your siblings?

 

[depressedcooc]

I may be dumb, but if you went into debt wouldn't the debt be passed to your family? I know your parents suck but your siblings?

i don't think cc debt does but correct me if i'm wrong
if it does then…. oops lol

 

[Scacie]

My plan was to run up some credit cards, get a luxury hotel in the bahamas and ctb there alone, in peace.

That honestly sounds like a great way to go, and my dream.

 

[nlpgirl99]

That honestly sounds like a great way to go, and my dream.

Right? I'd at least like some princess treatment before I shuffle off this mortal coil.

 

[Conker]

I had abusive parents as well. There really should be some type of check against human procreation. An evaluation of sorts or some biological fail-safe for humans who are unfit to be parents. I like that you plan to go out with a bang. I think that's how it should be. Play with house money. Good luck in your journey!!!

A lot of times it doesn't even count as creating anything new, so the blanket term "procreation" is a sick joke in reality.

Overpopulation's definitely one of the worst things about being trapped down here. Fucking horrific architecture that would be illegal in any respectable civilization and then these creatures fragment like mad. Never stopping to think for one season.

 

[Sparr0w]

on one side i trust SN 100% if you've got everything sorted out correctly, on the other hand i'd be scared to run up credit cards in case of failure and/or SI, lmao.

 

[pulsar]

Why kill yourself? I would kill them instead.

 

[lukas19]

Couldn't I just transfer the contents to another medication container and keep in carry on?

If it was tested it would come back as salt?

 

[outrider567]

I may be dumb, but if you went into debt wouldn't the debt be passed to your family? I know your parents suck but your siblings?

No, any debt ends when you die, at least here in the US

i don't think cc debt does but correct me if i'm wrong
if it does then…. oops lol

No debt is passed on to any family members, especially CC debt

 

[no.factory.farms]

Why kill yourself? I would kill them instead.

I think it's because she doesn't want to do life in prison..