Going on my last vacation with people who don't even like me

[Chabrychek]

I'm going abroad with a group of people from my classes. They've known each other well, for a long time, and I'm relatively new and don't feel integrated. Kinda feel like I'm imposing on them and that they think I'm boring and retarded. I'm trying to stay positive because I really wanted to enjoy my time with them, but I'm so afraid that I won't be able to mask well and I'll ruin everything.
I just want to feel like a normal person for the last time.

 

[valar_morghulis21]

If you don't feel belong there, don't go. Spend your time with people who actually care. Better yet, spend time alone is fine too

 

[SleepyTransit]

If you don't feel part of the group, don't be afraid to back out espcially if you can cancel everything and get your money back. Your better off staying around people who understand you and respect you as a person or go use that money on a vacation for yourself that you decide on what to do.