Going crazy cause of daydreaming

[Parnate]

Well . I daydreamt entire day yesterday. I kept doing that till 5 am today and then barely slept for three hours and woke up again at 8 am. My mind is so fucked up right now. I am daydreaming even more intensely and I feel so miserable, pathetic, sad , hollow and empty.
I am having impulse to hang myself . I mean maybe this is the right time to do it. End all problems forever .

 

[Syriancel]

what are you day dreaming about?

 

[Parnate]

B

what are you day dreaming about?

Being Someone else, a person with a different body, mind, family and life. A better beautiful life. In my daydream I am straight, neurotypical, healthy.

 

[Eriktf]

i do the same, i find that music helps

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

Well . I daydreamt entire day yesterday. I kept doing that till 5 am today and then barely slept for three hours and woke up again at 8 am. My mind is so fucked up right now. I am daydreaming even more intensely and I feel so miserable, pathetic, sad , hollow and empty.
I am having impulse to hang myself . I mean maybe this is the right time to do it. End all problems forever .

It sounds like someone who can't sleep either and won't sleep because of an obsessions but i understand when they are married to a "mupengo" as he called her I wouldn't be able to sleep either but rather obsess over someone else.
Imagine defending a man who call you mupengo to someone else loool it couldn't be me.

That racist caller her names too, they just need to download those instagram videos from that TT account to hear what that racist was calling them. Download all of them , I'm having a field day with this

 

[lawlietsph]

Very relatable. I was doing the exact same thing yesterday, spent almost the entire day daydreaming about a person. And in the night, this person rejected me. now I feel horrible, sick to my stomach and I just don't understand how people can be so cruel.
and now I have nothing to daydream about, because everyone has rejected me in real life

 

[Klophy]

I do the exact same thing. It consumes most of my time.

It's the only place I've felt any real happiness, imagining I'm not me. Someone normal, better, loved, etc.

The crash back to reality is always brutal.

There's a term for it, if you want to read up on it: Maladaptive Daydreaming.

 

[thelookingontheway]

I feel you