God made me into a mockery

[Whitewash11235814]

Where do you live now ? Are you in a safe place? I mean not in the home you got bullied.

Im in the same place, unemployed and still struggling.

it's better now cuz my parents are more open to providing for my needs and leaving me to work my shit alone. They don't understand what I've been thru, so it's best they leave me to myself.

 

[Lostandfound7]

Im in the same place, unemployed and still struggling.

it's better now cuz my parents are more open to providing for my needs and leaving me to work my shit alone. They don't understand what I've been thru, so it's best they leave me to myself.

Hey love. Its so horrible to b misunderstood by everyone around u. But u r free to open up about ANYTHING u want here. This is a judgement- free zone. We don't care about what u may have done or how bad of a person u might think u r. We just wanna listen n try to help u..It sounds like u r in a shit load of pain..plz vent..

 

[Iloveyouall]

Im in the same place, unemployed and still struggling.

it's better now cuz my parents are more open to providing for my needs and leaving me to work my shit alone. They don't understand what I've been thru, so it's best they leave me to myself.

Did your parents were part of the bullying at home ?

 

[Whitewash11235814]

Did your parents were part of the bullying at home ?

Yes.
I'm not sure if I can continue living like this.

 

[Iloveyouall]

Yes.
I'm not sure if I can continue living like this.

Do you have a regular therapist ? I remember you saying you were on medication.

 

[Whitewash11235814]

Do you have a regular therapist ? I remember you saying you were on medication.

Yes, I do.

 

[Iloveyouall]

Yes, I do.

Have you opened up fully to him ? Does he too act like everybody, like nothing ever happened ?

 

[Lostandfound7]

Im in the same place, unemployed and still struggling.

it's better now cuz my parents are more open to providing for my needs and leaving me to work my shit alone. They don't understand what I've been thru, so it's best they leave me to myself.

Well one good thing about ur situation is that while ur unemployed, ur parents r willing to help u out..That's def one less thing to worry about financially. Possibly u can use this to ur advantage n explore ur options in a skill or something, that could lead to employment..I only say this cuz I live with the regret of not going to school when I was financially taken care of my my parents. Now I'm unemployed n in school, but still have to maintain my home, bills,etc or leave it all to my husband, which I hate to do..If I could just turn back time I would have taken full advantage of that opportunity n went to school or found my passion then, without worry of financial strain now..
Take advantage my love n try to find something u love n do it. It sounds easier said than done, but ur life depends on it..