Venting God is telling me its time to leave, but I have to be the one to kill myeslf to take me out of this experience

[dead22222]

My life has progressivley been decaying for many years I dont know if it ever was flourshing and growning. Maybe in some way that was immediately crushed from having any possibility of being something good by my upbringing. My life is never meant to have a good ending or future I am predetermined to be here. I am done I hate whats happened

How do I kill myself with poison quickly and where is a good place to jump? I want to pass out or something and then fall off something tall. My life is a joke literally

I am less than anything you could call a person

I dont pass as anything more than a broken lesser creature you want to stay the hell away from

Its over ill see you sometime if the universe is fractal or whatever

Bye everyone im going to kill myself on the most melancholic day of the year october 15th somewhere beautiful with the autumn trees around me or near a lake

I dont know what im saying but im leaving I dont care anymore ive got nothing to lose

 

[Yuri_gami]

I personally don't have any advice for a poison or place to jump.
I personally haven't jumped or taken poison to ctb.

However I wish you the best of luck, I hope you get what you want.
Good luck catching your bus.

 

[dead22222]

I personally don't have any advice for a poison or place to jump.
I personally haven't jumped or taken poison to ctb.

However I wish you the best of luck, I hope you get what you want.
Good luck catching your bus.

Thank you I hope the same for you

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find freedom from all the suffering. Best of luck with your plans.

 

[EternalShore]

I'm sorry :( It's very much the same for me too it feels! >_<
Sleeping pills could work? Anyways, just a friendly reminder that if you pass out before jumping, in most places, there's only one way your body could fall that passing out would result in death~

 

[dead22222]

I'm sorry :( It's very much the same for me too it feels! >_<
Sleeping pills could work? Anyways, just a friendly reminder that if you pass out before jumping, in most places, there's only one way your body could fall that passing out would result in death~

what do you mean only one way

 

[EternalShore]

what do you mean only one way

as in, if you were fainting, you would only fall off the bridge/building if you fell forward~ If you fell left, right or backwards, you'd just hit your head on the ground next to your feet~