Discussion God is not necessarily a good one - A Higher Force that can worsen your life

[JayJay84]

Well, i believe in a "higher force" than can drive situations and make things better or even worse. For some this is called God, others considers it to be a Universe Power, i just don't give it a name but feel that something exists.

Today, with this post, i would like to sarcastically thank this "force" for making my life more and more difficult and unworthy to live:

- thank you for not allowing me to meet real LOVE, making me meet unworthy people with whom I spent my best years
- thank you for making my former boyfriends happily living and leaving me in a constant state of unhappiness, like if they deserve much more than I do
- thank you for making me prematurely infertile, so that i cannot achieve anymore one of the best dreams of my file
- thank you for my anxiety and depression issues, that together with a vertigo disorder make my life even worse everyday
- thank you for considering me just like a pawn to move around as you wish
- thank you for making me pay today for all my past "mistakes" and bad choices, so that i was not happy yesterday nor i am today

I just want to tell this higher force that it is actually in its power to drive me crazy and devastate my life, but i am not willing to accept this treatment anymore.
So, may it just F**K O*F and keep doing what it wants, i won't be under its pressure for a long time no more!
I decided to quit this game! I decided to quit its game!

 

[Manfrotto99]

As a lonely rejected woman who never got to experience joy and things most other women simply expect and take for granted, I can totally relate to what you say but also will add

- thank you for my narcissistic family who abused me and set me up for failure and low self esteem so I never had a chance like most people to play the game
- and thank you that I was born shorter, weaker and uglier than most women with a tremor to boot!

But I have to question if it is a "higher force" at work, as it sounds totally base and demonic to me...or is it just the world system that we live in? Would things have been different if I/ we had been born into a world were people weren't so judgemental, critical, controlling, manipulative and self centred? I don't know but I bet things would have been different for both of us.

 

[Alreadylate]

It's impossible for most people to live in healthy way despite they may look healthy. No, it's not possible for most people living happily in a world like that,it's just they probably are stupid and they aren't noticing the joke, or they maybe are just rats. There are more rats than real human beings

 

[JayJay84]

As a lonely rejected woman who never got to experience joy and things most other women simply expect and take for granted, I can totally relate to what you say but also will add

- thank you for my narcissistic family who abused me and set me up for failure and low self esteem so I never had a chance like most people to play the game
- and thank you that I was born shorter, weaker and uglier than most women with a tremor to boot!

But I have to question if it is a "higher force" at work, as it sounds totally base and demonic to me...or is it just the world system that we live in? Would things have been different if I/ we had been born into a world were people weren't so judgemental, critical, controlling, manipulative and self centred? I don't know but I bet things would have been different for both of us.

Thank you for sharing your feelings. I agree with you when you speak about judgemental, critical, controlling, manipulative and self centred people. But i also believe in the possibility of a demonic force at work! It's just my idea and what i feel about it. I don't think this force is necessarily good and forgiving.

 

[Rockman]

Imagine one of your biggest dreams coming true.
However, through magical genetic means the child is burdened with the exact same or even worse shit than you. You're responsible for them so you can't just give up at any moment. After 20 years, the child commits suicide.

Perception depends on the point of sitting. Maybe a higher power, a fucking flying spaghetti monster, out of pity spared you the extra fireworks. Who knows.

Alter all its good to quit whenever you want.