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SilentSiren

SilentSiren

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May 6, 2026
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Full suspension is the method I am leaning the most toward given my current options. I envision doing it in the garage because it is actually a really good setup for full suspension, only problem is that there's a chance one of my family could hear something and find me before ctb. I considered maybe deep in the woods and finding a nice tree where its highly unlikely i'll be seen or interrupted. It's very important to me that i will not be interrupted and "saved". SN is pretty attractive to me as a method too though but as far as i'm aware, it's been harder to get a hold of in the U.S. recently. I would ultimately like a method as painless and efficient as possible due to my aversion to pain and fear of failure. Should I go for full suspension because it's easier to set up or try to see about getting SN? Is SN overall less painful or distressing compared to hanging?
 
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eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
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I'm in the same boat, I ordered sn to the uk but I'm pretty sure it will get taken at customs. So I've been pretty focused on researching hanging. Originally partial seemed less scary but I don't want to risk failure. Full suspension is a guaranteed death so I think it's what I'll stick too. Also hanging is just cheaper to overall
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
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If you're looking for a painless method SN is definitely not the way to go. Unconciousness takes around 20 minutes and vomitting, headache and God knows what will happen during those 20 minutes. SN is popular because in some region AE and benzo can be bought prescription free (including mine) hence it's my go to method. However, i don't know much about hanging
 

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