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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
What is it about this place that makes almost everyone pose as a victim of attacks when another disagrees with something?
Idk you seem to disagree with people holding N for reassurance, so that does come off as a scrutiny of the behaviour of quite a few users. You're posing a need for justification by claiming it is morally wrong. Is this what acting like a victim of an attack is? I guess, but it's a harsh way to put something that is so natural. If I told you you don't deserve to buy N until you meet a pain threshold you might never meet (someone always is suffering more), then that's quite insulting.

My gripe, to repeat for the 7th time, is all the very specific transaction details posted here regularly.
Also how the fuck are you getting impatient with @GentleSoul . They have been patient and are a very helpful member around here.
and there are people across the world who need N now
Why don't you donate all your possessions you aren't using right now too? I'm sure there are people who need them much more than you and you're just sitting on them. Is this a false dichotomy-strawman-poisoning the well-slippery slope?
 
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speck

Student
May 5, 2020
178
Hello all in this thread: as of this morning via email, D has confirmed that the shortage has wiped his supply. He has told me to try back in July. He doesn't have any extra product, not even to sell for extra money. (I asked, haha) All we can do is wait.
 
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Imperia

Member
Apr 11, 2022
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Hello all in this thread: as of this morning via email, D has confirmed that the shortage has wiped his supply. He has told me to try back in July. He doesn't have any extra product, not even to sell for extra money. (I asked, haha) All we can do is wait.
I can confirm this.
 
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lostmylove

lostmylove

Specialist
Apr 1, 2022
304
I'm absolutely distraught. I need to die by my partners birthday. This is a sick joke
 
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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
Hello all in this thread: as of this morning via email, D has confirmed that the shortage has wiped his supply. He has told me to try back in July. He doesn't have any extra product, not even to sell for extra money. (I asked, haha) All we can do is wait.
Good to know it isn't just speculation and fear mongering confirmed. I would have been super pissed if I had to wait until July D: I wish people strength in somehow holding out.
I'm absolutely distraught. I need to die by my partners birthday. This is a sick joke
I feel for you. By July is at least some hope.
 
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Laowaiboss

Member
Nov 26, 2021
35
They can take away all the chemicals they want to stop us from CTB, there will always be the option of throwing ourselves off a building, a ledge, a cliff or under a 16 wheeler or a train, they can't take that away from us.
 
VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
They can take away all the chemicals they want to stop us from CTB, there will always be the option of throwing ourselves off a building, a ledge, a cliff or under a 16 wheeler or a train, they can't take that away from us.
The whole point is those methods are scary which triggers intense SI. We don't have a victory there I'm afraid.
 
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Laowaiboss

Member
Nov 26, 2021
35
The whole point is those methods are scary which triggers intense SI. We don't have a victory there I'm afraid.
Well, I'm disabled so I can't survive on my own, guess somehow I'm lucky to live in today's world because a hundred years ago I'd have died at birth, but even in today's world I struggle to find a reason to live, and if my disability benefits are cut I'll die one way or another, either by finding the strength to throw myself off my wheelchair and under a train or by starving to death because I can't work. But I can understand that abled people's SI might kick in.
 
VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
Well, I'm disabled so I can't survive on my own, guess somehow I'm lucky to live in today's world because a hundred years ago I'd have died at birth, but even in today's world I struggle to find a reason to live, and if my disability benefits are cut I'll die one way or another, either by finding the strength to throw myself off my wheelchair and under a train or by starving to death because I can't work. But I can understand that abled people's SI might kick in.
Can't relate as dying at birth would have been a blessing to me.
 
GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
Try a simple thought experiment. If you were the source, how much information about any given transaction would you want shared here?

1. Posting transaction details on here endangers the one source there is. That should be obvious.
I enjoy thought experiments, and to a lesser extent, wasting my time. So against my better judgement I'll answer this: Like drug dealers on the DNMs and even chinese labs, If I was the source, I wouldn't care because I make sure to run a tight ship. I have my ass well covered, and keep my finger on the pulse. I tell my customers what they should do to protect themselves as much as they can, such as erase emails and destroy packaging, because I know people get caught, they talk, post on forums, get arrested... people can be stupid. There's nothing I can do about that so I just need to be a smart Mexican on my end.

And I know my details are in the well known and controversial PPH which sells millions of copies and is distributed around the globe. I'm running an illegal operation out in the open, doing business with Exit by selling euthanasia drugs to the public, so I know the policia will be oinking from the moment my contact info was advertised in the PPH. From day one I would be anticipating it, I would have planned ahead. I would remember the golden rule, expect this not to last.

That was kind of fun.

Every source in PPH or coming out of PNs mouth is instantly in jeopardy. Sounds like you're suggesting the supplier should be safe from LE and no one cares enough, until SS members get in on their little nembutal ring and post customer reviews. Only then will they find enough funding and support to kick start another sting operation and rob the elderly in Exit of their N.

Really, if you order some drugs from the DNM, then go and tell every LE agency you can, what can they do? Nothing. Except arrest you and confiscate if they find them in your possession, and pass on some notes to the feds. Maybe the post office gets a heads up to try and keep a closer eye on the mail sent to you. Meanwhile cartel are shipping tonnes of coke and meth, and drug dealers are sending millions of envelopes full of drugs around the country everyday.

Besides, Mexico is as hot as a country gets, and is on the red list like Amsterdam and Venezuela. Everything that gets imported from Mexico already undergoes the most meticulous inspections possible. And yet things have been going smooth since the beginning. It took an alleged global shortage to slow things down. You'd think SS's loose lips would have sunk ships before now, huh.
2. Don't panic buy N just to sit on it because of reports of a global shortage. The shortage is temporary, and there are people across the world who need N now. Or as another commenter alluded, stop hoarding the fucking TP.
The only people, if any, who would hoard bulk N from those who need it, are those wanting to make a buck. Whoever said they bought 10 is a liar imo. I doubt there are really people doing this because the sheer cost of N and difficulty of obtaining it, prevents any reasonable profit from being made. It simply costs far too much, is not sold more than 2-3 max at a time, and finding customers who will trust the dealer and let themselves be charged even more for each bottle would be extremely difficult. The amount of money and effort it would cost for a tiny profit is ridiculous. No way.

Anyway, you're not just appealing to others sense of decency, clearly you feel you're in a position to judge who's more worthy of having N, like the bastards at Exit, who rejected me and would rather I tie myself to the train tracks. Only, Exit have no issue with folks buying N to sit on.

The overwhelming majority of us are going to buy only what we need, and if we haven't done it yet then now is the time because supply is dwindling, and we don't want to miss out. There's no guarantee the shortage is temporary or the need for N will not be urgent before supply picks up again. *EDIT: It appears the supply is pretty much dry because of the shortage rn but hopefully when one window shuts another opens*

I do care about the terminally ill being able to access it, very much so. But knowing they need it, doesn't take away others needs. Lets be honest, I don't think you would deliberately miss out on your opportunity to obtain N when supply is running out, if you really felt you needed it. I don't believe you would follow your own advice here. Not for one second.

I don't like the TP analogy but I'll use it here for you; TP is running out, and you're asking people not to buy TP to wipe their butts with in the future, because other people need to wipe their butts right this second... If you needed TP during a shortage, you would be getting in early to secure your rolls before they dissapear and you're forced to wipe your butt with the back of your own hand.

All the TP is gone, damn you hoarders! Just before you accept using the back of your hand, you remember there's still napkins (SN) you can buy that will do the trick if you're desperate.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,109
But you have to suspect that if a person buys 10 bottles (did they really though? It's extremely expensive to buy from the PPH supplier) then they are looking to capitalize on the market by trying to sell them at an inflated cost. That's not sitting on personal use amounts.
It was claimed. You are correct that it may not be true.
 
pikku.tiikeri

pikku.tiikeri

Member
Apr 17, 2022
94
Is this substance as good as they claim it to be? Does one just go to sleep and never wake up? Sounds too good to be true.

What are the cons of committing suicide by taking this nembutal thing? Surely it can't be all pros and no cons?
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,837
I wish I knew how to get some of this N, that is actually N. From my research, it sounds a lot better than my plan.
 
TheBroken

TheBroken

What Really Matters Anymore?
Feb 13, 2022
241
Way too much to absorb in this stream - but everything is in short supply globally - WTF happened to the world anyway????? I can sell my 2015 car for the same price I bought it for in 2015 - houses are being bought by investors globally - rents are increasing 20-30 percent yearly - we're all just little people who will pay and pay and pay until dead - then they will find a way to sell our body parts (like Chinese dissidents) or salvage salts and other minerals from our cremated ashes - good luck everyone, you're going to need it for the rest of your miserable lives. (Just sayin'.)
 
The Tablet

The Tablet

drawing myself to death ❀
Jul 8, 2021
52
hi! sorry to dig up a months-old thread, but i wanted to know if this is still an issue? i just got some money, and my plan is/was to transfer it to paypal and buy monero (since it's one of the source's accepted currencies)...

i'm kind of hoping that i won't have to go with SN because i read somewhere that mixing it with soda/gingerale (my favourite drink) turns it into a different thing entirely. if i'm absolutely wrong on this, please correct me and i apologize in advance ^^
 

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