fishygirl
in the end, nothing matters
- Sep 17, 2023
- 212
i had thought that maybe i should try to achieve some happiness before i die- experience things i never have before, spend time with people i like, do the things i enjoy doing,, but i realized, its useless to hope or try to be happy, because i know that it wont last. the happier i become, the more hopeful i am, it just results in a much bigger dissapointment when everything inevitably comes crashing down. it sucks. it sucks so bad and all i can do is cry and pity myself. i cant have anything good or valuable in this world, ever, because it is always taken from me eventually.
