Giving life another chance (for now)

[hikaru13]

I've been off social media for a week, anticipating what I'd do to ctb; researching all the methods I could find out there. I was at my friend's place during those days just trying to avoid my parents, responsibilities, and everything altogether. The feeling I get, the dreams that haunted me in those times were extremely terrible. I was just spaced out most of the time, and had random outbursts. But, my friend convinced me enough to try for one last time; that I should do everything I can before giving up so quickly. I'm honestly glad to have friends that are willing to help me in any way they could. I mean that's the only thing that's keeping me alive.

I'm still here trying out different ways I could earn some money to fund my studies. I'll exhaust every possible solutions I could before actually committing it.

 

[EternalShore]

I wish you the best on your recovery, hikaru13! :) I hope it goes well, and you're able to earn more money for your studies too~ ^_^

 

[hikaru13]

I wish you the best on your recovery, hikaru13! :) I hope it goes well, and you're able to earn more money for your studies too~ ^_^

Thank you so muchh eternalshore you're so sweet

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

I'm so happy you're still here and giving it Another go!

 

[Rudi]

Proud of you for trying to stay, goodluck on your recovery journey!! <3

 

[hikaru13]

I'm so happy you're still here and giving it Another go!

Thank you so mcuhh <333

Proud of you for trying to stay, goodluck on your recovery journey!! <3

thank you so much im happy to hear that

 

[TheShadowQueen]

I hope everything goes well for you and it's amazing you have a support system!

 

[iji]

that's the spirit! all the best!