Help Give me advice on bullimia vomiting..?

[Flau]

I'm looking for people that know how exactly they deal with food during this eating disorder.
No, I'm not looking for people to tell me it's dangerous and I shouldn't do it. I WANT to do it and I'm looking for ways on how.

I'm overweight. I eat little, yet I want to throw up occasionally if I feel like it was extra or unhealthy. (Especially after social or family gatherings)

Two fingers down my throat don't do the trick. No matter how many times I tried all I can do is gag. It won't come out unless I'm actually stomach sick.


How to throw up when I can't? Any meds or methods you can share with me?

 

[Maudlin]

I knew a woman who used to do this quite a lot. Actually, I've known quite a few.
Most used ipecac.
This one lady, however... she finally got in the habit of never putting a serving on a plate that was larger than a folded dollar bill... and she started walking nightly. Each night, she would walk 25-50 yards further than the night before... in a few months her legs and fanny looked fantastic.

She and I would walk around 5 miles nightly together, talking about everything and nothing under the stars.
Fond memories.
Consider all your options, is all I'm sayin'.

Good luck to you.

 

[damaged_soul]

I prefer to just starve myself...