emptywings
be nice
- Sep 6, 2026
- 75
i'm caught between life and death rn.
on one side, i've got my medical team keeping a close eye on me and my family supporting me, and on the other… there's me.
idk which voice to listen to rn. the part of me that's fucking exhausted and wants to give up, or the part of me that keeps telling me to hang on. but if i keep going, i'm scared i'll just end up back here again someday.
if i give in to them, i feel like i'm just putting it off for later.
on one side, i've got my medical team keeping a close eye on me and my family supporting me, and on the other… there's me.
idk which voice to listen to rn. the part of me that's fucking exhausted and wants to give up, or the part of me that keeps telling me to hang on. but if i keep going, i'm scared i'll just end up back here again someday.
if i give in to them, i feel like i'm just putting it off for later.
