Venting Getting so close

[BrighterMoon]

I finally have the tools I need in my cart, only $15. Just two simple little things, god I hope this works… didn't think ctb would require practice lol, guess I'm just stupid that way. Just need a location… the forest on campus could be very peaceful but might get cold at night, motel/hotel would be relaxing but isolating especially from nature. I wonder if my college will ever find out, who will care? Who will even know my name. Stupid thoughts but ones I have nonetheless. I think I'll order tonight, just need to find a place to put them and an excuse in case they're found. Dumb post, sorry, I really have nowhere else to go… one of these days I'll make a worthwhile post, that'll be a goal before I go, I promise

 

[Afterglow]

It's not a dumb post. We're here for you and with you. I hope you end up doing what's best. Sending love.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.