Venting Getting better at my job, and I feel so fake...

[SuicidalCurryBoy]

I'm much better at my tech stack than I used to be. Get work done faster and cleaner...

It's just that I spend only about 2 hours a day doing actual work, and then I'm procrastinating.

When I'm doing a tutorial, I can actually watch it at 2X speed and know what I'm doing, and even optimize on the fly.

The problem is... I feel like I'm conning my employer(even though this is a freelance gig and I work at my own pace), though he has said he's happy with my work...

But more importantly, I failed the tech interviews back in 2023, which could've gotten me a real job.

Now, idk what to do...

 

[lakefish]

You arent conning anyone, you are just that good at it. Remember that.

 

[SuicidalCurryBoy]

You arent conning anyone, you are just that good at it. Remember that.

The worst part is that it's so exhausting and I can't do this for another 30 years.

Physically, I won't be capable of it...

I am in so much pain...

ALso, I feel like Mr Incredible from this meme: