Venting getting bad

[suckitupbuttercup]

im so tired everyday is getting worse and worse for me i dont have the energy to do anything it feels like im trapped inside a body and im disgusted by myself by my face body hair everything but im scared to die i wish i could just do it but something is just holding me back im not sure what it is. i wish there was a way i could just die peacefully im tired of being here i dont serve any purpose here on earth honestly and i don't see myself doing anything in the future i live in agony i hate this body im in maybe if i was in a different body i wouldnt feel this way.

 

[MrHappyFace]

Hm. You could start looking out some training tips or diets, or cosmetic upgrades for that. If you don't like physical activities so much, you should try to figure out how to make them playful enough- for example, like if you enjoy movies or video games, you could start dressing up as those characters.