Getting all set. Did I forgot something?

[Deer_Dairy]

Hello you beautiful motherlovers!*

I am finishing my plan, rn.
The planned date is April 7, the day after Easter. I'll take an extra day off; no one will think anything of it.

My wife won't be home, so I'll have almost the whole day to get things in order—like sorting out the stuff I want to throw away, etc.

I have a short list of things I want to take care of:

- bank accounts, pay off debts, send necessary payments
- delete/deactivate social media accounts
- reset devices to factory settings
- throw away unnecessary items
- prepare a "manual" for the things at home that I'm in charge of

Please add whatever you think is missing.

Another thing - I am still struggling with writing meaningful SN. I'd like to explain that this is my and only my resolution of free will. That I am tired of living life like this, wishing for life I know will never come, so I don't want to fake it since it will cause more harm to other people.
But I still feel it sounds like it's somebody else's fault, never mind how I am trying to write it.
Btw, what is important for you to write in SN?

Thank you all.

 

[meddle]

have you seen this guide? i find it very helpful

HOW TO WRITE A SUICIDE NOTE

and also as i see it: there is no such thing as the perfect note. so you just write down what you think is right. i personally would give others some explaination on why i did this, would try to ease their guilt (although its not possible, they would still feel guilt, i know that), would tell them that there was nothing they could do. i would advise them to seek help from specialists to make it easier to get over their loss