snooperdooper
Student
- Jan 27, 2024
- 141
Recently I looked at an old school ID photo of myself, and I could see into my eyes and I wondered if I was ever really there. I don't know why I am depressed. I don't know why being trans has affected me mentally more than anybody else. I just wonder if antidepressants would have worked for me. If somebody had forced me to take them I would have had the sound mind to get on HRT right then and there and I wouldn't be cleaning up the mess I left myself years later. Am I this way because of genetics? Did the effects of puberty traumatize me and I became depressed through that?
I am so tired of knowing nothing and having zero control over everything. I don't know why I am depressed. I can't kill myself. The direction of my life is left out of my hands. Anybody else feel this way? Why am I the way that I am
I am so tired of knowing nothing and having zero control over everything. I don't know why I am depressed. I can't kill myself. The direction of my life is left out of my hands. Anybody else feel this way? Why am I the way that I am
