Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I see as desirable.
It's all that could ever be desirable to me and I always suffer from how I cannot have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence, all I want is to be free from this existence I just always saw as a mistake. For me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of terrible, futile suffering, I just want to never suffer again, no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

It always feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this existence so cruel and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous, all I hope for is to never exist again, I just want to erase this torturous existence that just causes all this suffering there was never a need for, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for all to be forgotten for me.
All I hope is for all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive in this existence of futile torturous suffering. I just want this existence to be erased for me, all I see as desirable is being permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I see as positive is permanent peace from all suffering.
It truly is all I see as positive and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, in this torturous, cruel existence non-existence is just the only relief for me and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from all suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just want to be free from this existence that only ever tortures existing beings that just never should had been imposed in the first place.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There truly is just so much pain in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

In this existence so painful and cruel non-existence is just all I could ever hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence will just always be a mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just prolonging suffering.
It'll always feel that way to me as to exist means to suffer and there is no limit as to how unbearable the suffering of this terrible, cruel existence can get, to exist will just always be a mistake and continuing to exist will just always be prolonging suffering to me. I'll just always see this terrible, torturous existence as being waiting to die no matter what, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and nothing would ever make me wish to suffer in this painful, deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would make wish for this existence of futile suffering.
I truly would never wish for this existence of dreadful, futile suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering, for me the peace of non-existence is just all that's positive. I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is to be free from this existence so dreadful, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence in every way.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the problem to me.
It truly is the problem to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

For me ceasing to exist solves everything and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it's just so dreadful how this existence was imposed causing all this futile, dreadful suffering as a result, all I want is to be free from this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
I truly will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, terrible existence, only non-existence could ever be desirable to me, there could never be anything desirable about being burdened with this existence of futile suffering. I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is peace from this deeply undesirable existence of futile suffering, to suffer in this existence will always be a mistake, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm.
It truly does only ever cause harm and all this dreadful, futile suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so harmful that only ever tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much one can suffer and the suffering of this existence is endless, to suffer in this existence truly will always be an abomination and all I want is to erase this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
I truly will always and only prefer the peace of non-existence and I'd just never wish for this existence of terrible, tortrous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, for me ceasing to exist is just the only peace in this futile existence that just causes all this dreadful suffering there was never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to never exist ever again, to be at true permanent peace is all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this deeply undesirable, painful existence that I just always saw as the problem. Nothing would ever make me wish for this existence of torturous suffering and to suffer in this existence will just always be the most torturous burden to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be free from all future suffering and I always suffer as a result of this terrible, futile existence.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope and wish to never exist again and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so terrible.
It truly is always so terrible and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and cruel and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake and the suffering of this terrible, cruel existence is endless, nothing would ever make me wish for this existence so torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and torturous and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence so dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering. I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence, non-existence is just all I see as positive, there are no disadvantages to never suffering ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this futile, cruel existence.
There truly is so much suffering in this existence so cruel and futile and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of torturous suffering.

For me only non-existence could ever be desirable, I just want this terrible, futile existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me so it's like I never suffered at all, I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence will always be the most terrible mistake to me.
It truly is the most terrible mistake to me that just causes all this futile, dreadful suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want peace and only in non-existence will I be at peace from the terrible mistake of existence, for me only the peace of non-existence could ever be positive, I just hope for no more suffering, all that the mistake of existence does is just cause all this suffering all for the sake of it, it'll always be so dreadful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does only ever cause harm.
It truly does only ever cause all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this terrible, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

All I want is peace from this futile, harmful existence of torturous suffering, existence to me will just always be the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the peace I search for from this existence of terrible, torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer again, I just want peace from this existence so cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence will always be so terrible and undesirable, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would ever make me wish for this existence.
I truly would never wish for this existence rather all I want is to never exist again, I just want to be free from this existence so cruel, terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, for me the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive and all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me, all that existence does is just cause so much pain and suffering, the suffering of this terrible, cruel existence truly is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

No point to prolonging suffering.
There could never be a point to this torturous existence and to exist will always mean to suffer, I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this futile existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem, continuing to exist truly is just prolonging suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see this torturous existence as a mistake, to me existing will just always be waiting for death no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for any of this, for me only the peace of non-existence could ever be desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so cruel and futile. To suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me, I could never see anything desirable about being burdened with this existence of torturous suffering, this existence never should had been imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so unnecessary.
It truly is so unnecessary, all that existence ever does is just cause all this dreadful unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake. To me existence will just always be the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this existence so terrible and torturous that I just never would had chosen, all I wish for is no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
For non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me true peace from all pain and suffering truly is all I hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so terrible and torturous. I just want this existence of futile, dreadful suffering to finally be all forgotten and erased for me, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from the terrible mistake of existence that only ever tortures existing beings and just causes all this futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering as a result of existence.
There truly is so much terrible suffering as a result of this existence and all I want is to erase this terrible, futile existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, to exist will always mean to suffer.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence that I just always saw as a mistake, to exist truly is an abomination and as long as I exist I really will just hope to cease existing, I just want peace from this existence of terrible, futile suffering that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as undesirable to exist.
It truly is so undesirable and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so cruel and torturous, in this existence of dreadful suffering only the peace of non-existence is all I could ever see as desirable.

I just hope to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that just causes all this futile suffering, I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of the terrible mistake of existence and all I want is to never suffer ever again, I'll just always see existing as only suffering and I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence. For me non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable, to suffer in this existence will always be so undesirable, I'll just always see existence as the problem that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so futile.
It truly is just futile suffering and I'll just always see existence as a mistake that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, all I want is peace from this futile, pointless existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

I'll just always prefer to not exist, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer.