Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly will always be the problem to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and painful that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel that just causes all this dreadful unnecessary suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so terrible and cruel, existing really will always be only suffering, I really just wish and hope to never suffer again,

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is all I've seen as desirable.
It truly is all I've ever seen as desirable and I'd just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so torturous and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and dreadful.

For me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive in this existence of torturous suffering that should just never be imposed, ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution to me to find true permanent peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever caused harm.
It truly did only ever cause harm, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that just causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it, to me existence will just always be an abomination. I just hope for no more suffering, all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, I'll just always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this endless futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be free from the torturous burden of existence that was always a mistake.

I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering.
It truly is only suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to never suffer again and to me existing will just always and only be suffering all for the sake of it. To exist will always be an abomination to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous, I just want to be free from all pain and suffering, I just want to be at peace from this existence of dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There really is just so much pain in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so terrible and painful that I just always saw as a mistake.

Ceasing to exist is just the only peace for me from the pain of this terrible, torturous and cruel existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, all I want is to be free from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible cruelty in how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing.
There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing so finally I can be free from all future dreadful suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake.

I just suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence, making it inaccessible to cease existing peacefully is criminal to me, it truly is the most horrific prison world where humans are forced to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering this existence causes is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this terrible, torturous existence, for me the peace of non-existence is just the only relief in this futile existence of endless suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

All existence ever does is just torture existing beings, I'll just always see existence as the problem that just causes all this endless cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the most terrible mistake.
It'll just always be the most terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see this tortuous existence as only suffering, existence to me will always be the problem, existence is a mistake that only ever causes all this cruelty and pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
I truly will always find it an abomination to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and terrible, I just want to erase this torturous existence so it's like I never suffered at all. To me existence will just always be a mistake that only ever causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it, all I want is to be free from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To peacefully cease existing is just all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable in this existence so cruel and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and the peace of non-existence is just all I could see as positive, all I want is to never suffer again.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence so cruel and torturous, all I could ever hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where there is no more suffering and finally all is gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

So dreadful how existence causes all this cruelty and suffering.
It truly is so dreadful and I wish I never suffered in this terrible, cruel existence more than anything, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just all I could hope for, I'll just always find it so terrible and futile to exist. In this existence of futile suffering non-existence really is all I could see as positive, the suffering this torturous, cruel existence causes is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always find it an abomination to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to exist.
This existence truly is always an abomination that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous that to me will always be a mistake. All I want is to peacefully and permanently cease existing, I'll always see existence as the problem, this existence is an abomination that has only ever caused all this cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all of this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me that just tortures existing beings, I'll always see existence as the problem that only ever tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be and I'd just never wish for this existence so terrible and torturous, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of futile suffering, I could never see any point or benefit to suffering in this existence rather I just want this existence of torturous suffering to be all forgotten and erased for me.

I'll just always see existence as a mistake that only ever tortures existing beings, I just want to never suffer ever again and to me existing will always be only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is a burden.
It truly is a burden that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, futile existence that I could never see a point to, no matter what this existence should never be imposed, existence is the problem and I'd just never wish to be conscious of smithing at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is the only peace for me from the suffering of existing.
It truly is the only peace for me and no matter what I'll just always prefer to painlessly cease existing than suffer in this dreadful, futile existence that I just always saw as a mistake, all I could hope for is to never suffer again.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from this terrible, torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just never would had chosen, to suffer in this existence is just an abomination to me .

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this painful, cruel existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of torturous futile suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I'm so tired of that only ever causes all this harm and suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so harmful.
It truly is so harmful torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and for me non-existence really is all that could ever be positive in this existence so cruel and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me existence will always be the problem that just causes all this cruelty, pain and suffering all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

In this existence of futile suffering non-existence is just all I could see as positive, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to find true permanent peace from the suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is a mistake.
No matter what I really will always see it as the most terrible mistake to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous, for me existence itself will just always be the problem, existing truly is just dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. All I want is true permanent peace from the mistake of existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me that only causes all of this harm, cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die, I'll always see existing as just futile suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

To me existence will just always be an abomination and nothing would make me wish for the suffering of this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it, to me existing will always be waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem.
I'll just always see this dreadful, cruel existence as the problem that just tortures existing beings and for me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable in this existence so cruel, futile and dreadful that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it.

For me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution, all I want is to be free from all dreadful, futile suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I could hope for is peace from the suffering of existing.
To be at peace from the pain of existing is just all I could hope for and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

I'll just only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten in non-existence, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous, futile existence as only being suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this torturous, painful existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this torturous, painful existence that I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous rather all I want is peace.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from all suffering in this existence so torturous and terrible, the pain and suffering of existing truly is endless, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to erase this existence.
To erase this cruel, futile existence really is all I could hope for, all I want is for it to be like I never suffered in this terrible, painful existence at all and I'll just always see existence as the problem that just causes all this harm and suffering.

All I want is to erase this existence that just tortures and harms existing beings and for me existence will just always be an abomination, I just always suffer as a result of the terrible mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to exist.
I'll just always find it so torturous to exist and in this existence of terrible, torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me and I'll just always prefer to be permanently unconscious of this existence so terrible and cruel that just harms and tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.

I'll just always find it the most dreadful, futile burden to exist, all I want is to never suffer again, I just want to be finally at peace from this existence so torturous that I just always saw as an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so undesirable.
It truly is always so undesirable, all that existence ever does is just cause all this suffering all for the sake of it and no matter what only non-existence could ever be desirable to me, all I see as positive is being at true peace from this existence of terrible, torturous and futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake. All I want is for this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence no matter what, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering.
It truly is only suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so torturous and terrible, I just want to never exist again, I just want this futile, painful existence to be all gone and erased so it's like I never suffered at all.

To exist will always mean to suffer and nothing would make me wish for the pain and suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence no matter what, I'll just always see existence as the problem that only ever tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrible how the suffering of existing can continue for so much longer.
It truly is so terrible and dreadful how the suffering and torture of existing can continue for decades longer and all I want is to be free from this torturous existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always prefer to peacefully cease existing and all I want is peace from the terrible dreadful suffering of this existence that was completely unnecessary that there was never a need for, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.