Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[eatantz]

There is no point to suffering in this existence.
There truly is no point to suffering in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this futile, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and all I want is peace from this existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from this existence of dreadful, futile suffering that is completely pointless.

Are you still alive FuneralCry? (•́ ᴖ •̀) wishing you the best queen

 

[FuneralCry]

Never suffering again is all I could see as positive.
It truly is all I could see as positive in this existence of dreadful, torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so dreadful and cruel that just causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, in this existence so cruel for me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this horrific world.
There truly is just so much suffering in this horrific, dreadful world and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, to exist will always be an abomination to me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence will always be so terrible and the suffering of existing is endless with existing beings tortured every second, existence to me will just always be the problem, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes all this pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this pain and suffering and to exist really does mean to suffer, all I want is to be free from this existence of torturous, futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence that just causes all this suffering, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrible how a human can suffer for so long.
It truly is just so horrible how a human can suffer in this existence for so long and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence is always the most terrible mistake to me and I see so much terrible cruelty in how so many humans do all they can to force others to suffer in this existence so dreadful and torturous.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is to never suffer in this existence so cruel and dreadful ever again, to me existence will just always be the problem that only ever causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so dreadful to exist.
I truly will always find it so dreadful to exist no matter what and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to be free from the pain and suffering of this torturous, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me only non-existence could ever be desirable in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just tortures existing beings and just causes all this cruelty, suffering and harm all for the sake of it, I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this existence so terrible.
There truly is just so much suffering in this existence so terrible and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and all I could ever hope for is to be free from the suffering of this painful, torturous existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish I never existed more than anything, all that existence ever does is just cause all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me will just always be the problem.
It truly is always the problem that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable in this existence that to me will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just all that can bring me any peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile.
It truly is so futile, existing truly is just futile, dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this futile existence of torturous suffering, I could just never see any point to suffering in this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as the most dreadful abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
For me the peace of non-existence will just always be preferable and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so torturous and futile, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I just wish to be free from this abomination that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable, for me existence will just always be the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in how dying peacefully is made illegal.
There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how dying painlessly is made illegal by humans who want others to suffer for as long as possible and no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence.

It's just so terrible how it's a crime wanting true permanent peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake, non-existence really is just all I could ever wish for, I just want to be free from this existence of terrible, torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.
I really will always find it an abomination to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem.

In this existence of cruelty and suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I could see as positive, to me existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this existence so cruel and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this futile existence of torturous suffering, no matter what only eternal dreamless sleep could ever be desirable and positive for me.

I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace from this existence so torturous and terrible that just harms existing beings and only ever causes all this futile suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Imposing existence only causes suffering.
It truly does just cause suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this terrible, futile and torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake that only ever tortures existing beings.

All I want is to never suffer again, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see this torturous existence as being only suffering, this existence should never be imposed and it's so terrible how humans cause all this futile, unnecessary suffering by doing so.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence will just always be the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly is the most cruel mistake to me and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything in this existence so terrible, cruel and torturous, to me existence will just always be the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

All I want is peace from this existence of terrible, torturous suffering and there's just so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that just harms and tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and positive in this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to suffer in this existence.
It truly will always be so torturous to suffer in this existence and in this existence of dreadful suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I hope for, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to be free from this existence so cruel and torturous.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive in this torturous existence of futile suffering, existence really will always be a mistake, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, non-existence is just all I've ever hoped for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing.
I truly do always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing so finally I can be at peace from this existence so torturous, futile and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake, denying peaceful death is such terrible extreme cruelty to me.

All I want is to be free from this existence of dreadful suffering and to exist really does mean to suffer, I'll always see it as criminal how peaceful death is made inaccessible with humans forced to suffer in this existence so terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for peace.
No matter what peace really is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, painful existence that I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of futile, dreadful suffering.

I suffer simply from existing, all I hope for is this existence of torturous, futile suffering to be all gone and forgotten, all I see as desirable is eternal sleep, non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive in this existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so futile.
It truly is so futile torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always find it so futile to exist, existing really is just futile unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence will just always be the problem and I'll just always see existing as dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from all pain and suffering.
To be free from all pain and suffering and permanently at peace is just all I could ever hope for and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want to be at peace from this existence of torturous suffering and I'll just always and only see existing as only suffering, to exist will always mean to suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

This existence should be erased.
All I want is for this terrible, torturous existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased so it's like I never suffered at all, in this existence of dreadful, futile suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace but of course this existence never should had been imposed at all.

It's just so terrible how it was causing all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, torturous burden to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing.

All I hope for is to be gone, I just want peace from this existence of futile suffering that to me will just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering, to me existing will always be only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this existence as just waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting for death, it's just futile, dreadful suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from waiting to die in this existence so torturous, cruel and terrible and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of torturous suffering that is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence will just always feel like a mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this deeply undesirable existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this deeply undesirable existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of non-existence.

To me non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so terrible, futile and cruel, I just want to never suffer again, all I hope and wish for is the peace of non-existence where there is no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so harmful.
It truly is so harmful only causing all this cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I'll just always and only prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel harmful mistake.

All that existence ever does is cause pain, existence really is always the problem that only ever causes harm and simply just existing is enough to make me hope for peace from this existence of terrible, torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this painful existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this existence so painful and cruel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me.

The suffering of this terrible, cruel existence is endless and for me ceasing to exist will always be suffering prevention, I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being trapped in this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being trapped in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and cruel rather all I want is some peace.

There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how peaceful death is made inaccessible with the suffering and torture of this dreadful existence seen as to force and prolong no matter what, this existence just never should had been imposed and it's just so terrible how it was.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so terrible to exist.
No matter what it truly will always be so terrible to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for this existence so cruel and torturous rather all I want is the peace of non-existence where this terrible, futile existence is finally all gone and forgotten.

For me non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive and desirable, I'll just always prefer to permanently cease existing than suffer in this existence so terrible that never should had been imposed, I'll always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is all I've ever seen as desirable.
It truly is all I've ever seen as desirable and all I could ever wish for is true peace from this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me.

I'll just always prefer to peacefully cease existing than suffer so unnecessarily in this painful, deeply undesirable existence that I just never would had chosen that just causes harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution for me.
It truly will always be the positive solution for me to find peace from this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this pain and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief.

I just want to be free from this existence of torturous suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.