Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden to me and I'd just never wish for the torture, pain and suffering of this terrible, cruel existence rather I just want to be gone, I'll just always find it so torturous to exist.

In this existence so dreadful and cruel the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just hope to never suffer again, I just want to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, no matter what this existence of torturous suffering should just never be imposed and it's so cruel how it was.

 

[EmptyBottle]

hi, u ok?
Sending hugs from Australia

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an abomination.
No matter what I really will just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of tortuous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second, the suffering and torture of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be free from the abomination of existence.

 

[Defenestration]

@FuneralCry
I have the impression that you are posting less than before?

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me.
There truly is so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me with the suffering and torture seen as to force and prolong no matter what and I'll always find it torturous to exist, I'll just always prefer to not exist.

All I want is to cease existing peacefully with no more torture and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this terrible, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence will just always be the problem, there is just so much terrible cruelty in forcing humans to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non- existence is positive to me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and cruel, all I want is permanent peace from all suffering, non-existence solves everything for me and brings me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, I just want permanent relief from this dreadful existence of torturous suffering, there's just so much pain, torture and cruelty in existing, it's just so dreadful how this existence was imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless suffering.
It truly does just cause endless suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this torture and suffering.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake, all that existence ever does is just cause endless suffering and it's so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful suffering and pain, there's just so much cruelty in existing with existing beings tortured every second.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be futile suffering.
I truly will always just see existing as futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this dreadful cruel existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer.

I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, I just want some peace from this existence of futile suffering that I just never would had chosen, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, to me existence will just always be the problem and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much terrible suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the dreadful suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and as long as I exist I truly will just hope for peace from the torture of existing, I just wish for no more suffering and there's just so much terrible, dreadful suffering in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only finding it desirable to never suffer again.
No matter what I could only ever find it desirable to never suffer again and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and cruel rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want some peace from the terrible suffering and torture of this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is to never suffer again, to be free from all suffering is just all I see as desirable, I just hope to be gone, I just want some peace.

 

[RadiantNumber]

Only finding it desirable to never suffer again.
No matter what I could only ever find it desirable to never suffer again and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and cruel rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want some peace from the terrible suffering and torture of this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is to never suffer again, to be free from all suffering is just all I see as desirable, I just hope to be gone, I just want some peace.

Hope you'll find peace somewhere big hugs for you

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and torturous and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this cruel, dreadful existence no matter what, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me.

Only ceasing to exist can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is to be free from this existence so cruel and dreadful, non-existence really is all that can bring me peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so painful to me.
I truly will always find it so painful to suffer in this existence and there's just so much pain in this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be free from it all, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering.

I'll just always find it so torturous to be burdened with this dreadful, painful and deeply undesirable existence, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much dreadful suffering in existing.
There truly is so much dreadful suffering in existing and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this cruel, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the peace and is all I see as desirable in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

I just want peace from this existence of torturous suffering, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, it's just so terrible how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes all this pain and suffering.
It truly does only ever cause all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, all that existence ever does is just cause all this dreadful suffering and simply just existing is enough to make me wish to be permanently unconscious.

I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, non-existence is just the only relief for me in this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is all I've wished for.
It truly is all I've wished for, all I want is to be free from the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just wish for no more suffering, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, only eternal sleep can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from the terrible pain and torture of existing, I'll just always see existence as a mistake.