Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me in this existence so dreadful and cruel that just causes all this pain, torture and suffering, all I want is peace from the torture of existing and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious and no longer burdened with this existence that I just always saw as the most cruel, harmful mistake.

I just hope for no more suffering and the suffering and torture of existing truly is endless, I just hope to erase this terrible, cruel existence, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this terrible, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the torture and suffering of this painful existence.

I just want to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence so dreadful that I just never would had chosen that causes all this pain, cruelty and suffering, it's just so terrible to me how this existence of futile suffering was imposed at all, to suffer in this existence will always be a mistake to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing can matter in non-existence.
It truly can't which is a reason why to permanently cease existing is all I hope for and is all I see as desirable, to be permanently unconscious of this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake is just all I hope for.

I just want peace from the torture of existing, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just wish for no more suffering, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful non-existence I'd just the only peace for me, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[Ben111]

I going through the same ordeal... Life is not worth living

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what to me existence will always be the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is for non-existence to bring me peace, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering.

I just hope to be gone, in this existence of futile, dreadful suffering only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always and only hope to not exist, for me non-existence is the positive solution to find peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of existing.
I truly do always suffer as a result of existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel and dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that just causes all this torture and suffering.

I just want peace, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence of torturous suffering I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only eternal sleep could ever be desirable for me.
It just is all I see as desirable in this existence of torturous suffering and no matter what I'll just always prefer to sleep permanently than suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from the torture and suffering of existing.

I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want this existence to be all erased for me with no more torture and no more suffering, I'll just always see it as the most tortuous burden to suffer in this existence which is why eternal sleep is just all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be worth it to me and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this dreadful harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and positive and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from the suffering of existing, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist, no matter what this existence so torturous and cruel should just never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always feel like I've suffered for so long in this torturous existence.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace.

Existing to me is just always so painful and all that existence ever does is just cause pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again, non-existence for me is just all that's desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for peace from all the suffering.
To be at peace from all the suffering just is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence so cruel, dreadful and torturous the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable, all I want is to be gone.

For me ceasing to exist is all that I could wish for but really I want it to be like I never suffered at all, I just want this existence of torturous suffering to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I'll just always and only prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just only ever cause harm.
It truly does just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and all that existence does is just torture existing beings, the suffering and torture of existing really is endless and I'll just always prefer to not exist.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive and is the only peace for from this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, existence is just so cruel, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all suffering and torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist saves me from suffering.
It truly would save me from all pain and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured which is why ceasing to exist is all I hope for, I just want the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and dreadful.

To exist means to suffer and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, no matter what I'll always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering so unnecessarily in this torturous existence that just never should had been imposed, all that existence does is just cause all this pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There is just so much cruelty in this torturous, futile existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence, to me existence will always just be such a terrible mistake that only ever harms and tortures existing beings.

In this existence so tortuous only non-existence can bring me peace, I just want to be free from all futile suffering, existence is just so cruel, to suffer in this existence really is always be an abomination, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true permanent peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
It truly never should be imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this dreadful suffering as a result, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want peace from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

I'll just always see it as so dreadful how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, torture and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is to never suffer again, I just want this existence of torturous suffering to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I want it to be like this existence was never imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous, cruel and painful and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

To suffer in this existence is just always a mistake to me, all I want is to be gone, I just find it so dreadful how this existence was imposed, for me non-existence is just the only relief from the terrible suffering of this existence so torturous and dreadful that only ever causes existing beings to suffer.