Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be an abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, all I want is to be gone.

I just hope and wish to never suffer again with this dreadful existence all forgotten, I just want to be gone, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from the abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only relief, I'd just never wish to exist, existence itself is always the true problem to me and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence really is the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to be gone from it all, I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence and there'a just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile to me.
It truly is so futile to me and I just wish I never suffered at all, I never should had been burdened with this futile, torturous existence of unnecessary suffering and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I could never see any point to any of this, non-existence is just all I see as positive.

All I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this existence I always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I always suffer from being trapped in this existence so cruelly denied the option of a painless, guaranteed way to cease existing even know it all just leads to death anyway, I'll always see it as so futile to exist, to me existence always feels like a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never suffering again, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, all I want is to never suffer again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as only suffering no matter what, all I want is to be gone from it all, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable, all I want is to never suffer again and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible and harmful mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would just never want to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this dreadful, futile and torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence I always saw as a mistake only non-existence can bring me peace and is just all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I always find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing, I truly will always prefer to not exist no matter what, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable, I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings as a result and I wish I never existed more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence rather allI want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer ever again with all finally forgotten, existence is always the problem to me, existence just feels like a mistake to me and it's one that just harms and tortures existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway, all I could hope for is to never suffer again, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I never would had chosen that only ever brought pain, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and futile that just caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always so dreadful to me.
It really is always so dreadful to me and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence no matter what, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful, cruel existence all forgotten, I'll just always see existence as the problem, in this existence so futile only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just want to never suffer again.

I'm just so tired of suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence just waiting to cease existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never exist ever again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and futile existence more than anything, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I really will only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, existence itself is enough to make me wish for death, I find it such a dreadful, torturous burden to exist and it's a burden that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the dreadful and cruel abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible and cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me peace.
It truly is all that can bring me peace from the dreadful, torturous abomination of existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, all I want is to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing.

I just want non-existence to bring me peace and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently so finally I can be free from the pain of existing and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence, it's pain only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer again, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to erase this existence.
I truly do always hope and wish to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered at all in this torturous, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel, dreadful and deeply undesirable existence as only suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I could never see a point to any of this.
No matter what I could just never see a point to any of this and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again, I'll just always see existing as just being waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence that I could never see any point to, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
It truly is the only peace for me in this existence so dreadful and torturous and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is to never suffer again but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence and it's all so terrible and dreadful to me.

I truly will always prefer to cease existing, all I hope for is the peace of non-existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where there is no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, as long as I exist I truly will just hope for no more suffering, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful and deeply undesirable that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I truly would never want to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and futile and as long as I exist I really will just wish to cease existing, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, I wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace in non-existence.
It truly is the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone from it all.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to finally escape from this existence I always saw as the most terrible, cruel and tragic mistake, all I hope for is some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful unnecessary suffering of existing.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, all I want is to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just wish to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I'll see as desirable, I just want peace from all the suffering of this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an unnecessary harm.
No matter what I really will always just see existence as an unnecessary harm and it's one that just tortures existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone.

All see as desirable is never suffering again with this torturous existence finally all forgotten and no longer my problem, to me existence really will always be an abomination that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd never wish for any of this, all I want is to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It really will always be only suffering to me and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and be at peace from this deeply undesirable, dreadful and futile existence.

I'm always so tired of suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I just want to be gone and only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this deeply undesirable, cruel and torturous existence I never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so painful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so painful to exist and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and painful existence more than anything, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'm always just so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake, it's tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is some peace from the pain of existing, I just wish to be permanently free from this painful existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and relief.

I just want to be gone and as long as I exist I'll only wish to not exist, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, all I want is to be gone, I always feel so tired and it's tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen that only ever caused pain, I'll always see existence as the problem, all that this torturous, cruel existence does is just cause harm and suffering and it's all so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for non-existence.
No matter what I really could only wish for non-existence, it's just all that's desirable for me in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

All I wish for is to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I just want to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the mistake of existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer ever again, non-existence is just all that's desirable for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just so dreadful to me.
I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and torturous that I just never would had chosen that only ever caused so much pain and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It really will always be only suffering to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and futile existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just wish for peace from the pain of existing.

I'll always see existence as an abomination that causes only suffering no matter what and I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as a cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing.

 

[unluckysadness]

I see you've been on this site for 5 years (day for day) and I'm impressed by the number of messages posted.
I sincerely wish you peace

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain.
It truly does just cause pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, all I want is peace from this painful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen that only ever caused me to suffer and I'll always see this painful existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous cruel existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I'll hope for.

I just want to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this torturous, dreadful existence, I just want some peace, I'm always so tired of it all, I just want this existence I always saw as the most terrible, dreadful abomination to finally be all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, I truly would never wish to suffer in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish for all to be forgotten about.
No matter what all I could wish is for all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I wish for is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again, I wish for this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake to be erased, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, as long as I exist I really will just wish for some peace, I just want all to be forgotten, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I just want to erase this cruel existence so it's like I never existed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish I never suffered.
More than anything I wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and futile existence, in this existence so torturous only non-existence can bring me any peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result and all I want is to be gone, I just hope to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, harmful existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'd never wish for this existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an abomination that just causes harm.
It truly is an abomination that just causes harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence, as long as I exist I truly will just hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this existence all forgotten and finally no longer my problem and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, I'd just never wish for this abomination rather all I want is to never exist again and I just suffer so much as a result of this abomination, existence really will always be the problem to me and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being waiting to die and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again with this futile, deeply undesirable existence all forgotten, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

To me existence will always be an abomination and I could never see a point to any of this, it's all futile, it's just suffering all for the sake of it, it's just waiting to die and eventually all will be gone in non-existence which is all I hope for, I just want some peace from the pain and suffering of existing.