Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous, cruel and futile existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer, all I wish and hope for is to be free from all the suffering, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and to be at peace from this existence of unnecessary suffering is just all I see as desirable, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief and is just all I could hope for.

All I want is to never wake again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to be gone, I wish to never suffer again, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just wish for no more suffering, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that just caused me to suffer and I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
It truly is all I could see as positive in this torturous, futile existence where there's all this endless suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful and cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

Only non-existence can bring me peace and the peace of non-existence is just all I'll hope for, I wish for no more suffering, existence to me is so undesirable in every way and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, it's all so cruel, painful and dreadful and all I want is to be free from it all, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this existence so cruel and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to exist.
No matter what I really would never wish to exist and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and is just the only relief for me.

All I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope for non-existence where finally I can be at peace,

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

All I want is to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in this deeply undesirable existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is true permanent peace from the abomination of existence, all I want is to be gone but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of the dreadful, terrible abomination of existence that I never would had wished for and never would had chosen and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence that only ever caused me to suffer.