Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There really is so much cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so dreadful, cruel and torturous only non-existence can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake ever again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, in this existence so torturous and dreadful all I see as desirable is non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace from the abomination of existence and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, all I wish and hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be permanently free from this dreadful existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence, in this existence so cruel and dreadful only eternal dreamless sleep can bring me peace and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

All want is to be gone from it all, I just hope and wish to never exist again, I'll just always see existence as the problem causing so much harm and torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I just wish to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering continues and it's all so dreadful, I wish I was never burdened with this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake that just caused and brought so much cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so futile and cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an mistake to me.
It truly is always an abomination and a mistake to me and all I want is to be permanently free from it, I just hope and wish to never suffer in this cruel, futile and torturous existence ever again.

In this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again with this dreadful, futile and deeply undesirable existence all gone, I just want peacefully cease existing, I'd never wish for this cruel, torturous existence rather all I want is true permanent peace.

I just wish to be permanently free from the terrible tragic mistake of existence, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is the peace of eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and futile existence more than anything, in this existence so dreadful.

Non-existence is just the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable, all I wish for is to never suffer again with this torturous, cruel existence all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope for peace.

I just want to never suffer again with this dreadful existence no longer my problem and I suffer so much as a result of existing and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to painlessly cease existing to finally escape from this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable to me.
It really is always so undesirable to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, in this existence so cruel, torturous and futile non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want all to be gone and forgotten and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from, all I want is to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so undesirable that only ever caused me to suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence.

All I wish and hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful, cruel and torturous abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake, existence to me will always be the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from.

I'd just never wish for this existence that causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, in this existence so cruel only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.

The peace of an eternal sleep is just all I could hope for, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence just waiting to die, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from this futile, torturous and deeply undesirable existence of futile unnecessary suffering I never would had chosen that I search for.