Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
It truly is an abomination to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, futile existence I always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is peace, I just wish to be permanently free from the abomination of existence but of course all the suffering just continues.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence that just caused me to suffer and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again.

I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where the abomination of existence is no longer my problem and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence where I suffer so unnecessarily hoping and wishing for dreamless eternal sleep. All I want is to never suffer again but of course all the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence just continues and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, futile existence that just caused and brought suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes suffering.
It truly does just cause suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence, as long as I exist I'll just hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering.

I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, more than anything I wish I never existed and as long as I exist I'll only hope for some peace. I just want to never wake ever again. I'll just always see existing as only suffering and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all just so painful and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want some peace. I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I suffer so much as a result of the burden of existence, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering no matter what and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to never wake again with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.
It truly is all that could ever be desirable for me and peace from all the suffering is just all I hope for, I just want to never wake ever again but of course all the suffering continues.

There's just so much pain and suffering in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful, cruel existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering, more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and torturous to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, only in non-existence will I be at peace from all pain, cruelty and suffering which is why it's all that's desirable for me, I just want to never wake ever again with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in this torturous, futile existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful, cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much pain in existing, it's all so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. It's just all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace from the pain and suffering, I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence truly is the only relief for me and is all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
No matter what I'll just always see existence as the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all that can bring me peace from the dreadful, cruel abomination of existence.

I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope for permanent peace from all suffering, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I truly will just wish and hope for non-existence, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this cruel, futile existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain and problems there were never a need for.
It really does cause pain and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

Existence to me truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone but of course I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, only non-existence can solve everything for me and is just all I see as desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll only and always see existing as just being futile unnecessary suffering.