Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that's positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and is all that can bring me any relief from the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to permanently cease existing.

I just want to never suffer again with this existence I always saw as a mistake finally all gone and forgotten and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me permanent relief from suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

It's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the dreadful, futile abomination of existence where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll always see existing as just being waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it an abomination to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it an abomination to suffer in this existence and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

All that existence does is just cause pain, problems and suffering there was never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this, I wish I never had to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so painful and terrible and I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful, dreadful existence I never would had chosen and always saw as a mistake. I'll just always see existence as an abomination and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and painful and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful reality, existing to me is just so futile, so torturous and there's just so much pain in existing, all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is no more suffering, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence ever again and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is dreamless, eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten.

Existence to me really is the mos terrible tragic mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful where I just hope and wait to be gone.

I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's all so terrible and I just wish I never had to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering. It's all so cruel to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, I wish I could just choose to never exist again, all I hope for is no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me, it's just unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence more than anything.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer in this terrible, deeply undesirable existence, I just want all to be gone for me, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence where I'm just waiting to die, it's all so cruel and dreadful.

I wish I never suffered in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief from suffering, I just want to never exist again, I'll just always find it so futile to suffer in this dreadful existence that there was never a need for and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it painful to suffer in this cruel, futile existence I just never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wish for peace.
No matter what all I could wish for is some peace, I just wish for peace from this existence I always saw as a mistake but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen.

For me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable in this futile, dreadful existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer again.

I just wish for peace from this torturous, dreadful existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to exist rather I just want to be at peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never suffer again and only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this cruel, futile existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is just always so dreadful to me.
I really will always find it so dreadful to exist no matter what and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope to cease existing.

All I want is to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want peace from this dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so cruel to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, it's all I hope for, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I really will just only be at peace once I'm finally free from this dreadful, torturous existence and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, futile existence, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never wake, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, I just want all to be forgotten for me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this dreadful, futile existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never wake again.

I just wish for peace from the suffering and cruelty of existing but of course all the suffering continues and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I'd just never wish for and never would had chosen and no matter what I'll always and only see existing as only suffering.

All I want is to never suffer ever again and for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is some peace, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen. For me non-existence really is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence where there's no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for this torturous existence to be all gone and forgotten with no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so terrible to me and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is just so futile.
It truly is so futile to me and I'll just always see existing as suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always find it so painful and dreadful to exist.

I just wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful and cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

To suffer in this existence is just always so terrible and I'd never wish for any of this, all that existence does is just create pain, problems and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and as long as I exist I'll only hope to cease existing, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the futile, painful abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this dreadful and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just wish to never suffer ever again.

All I wish for is an eternal sleep where this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, it's just all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I never would had chosen and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

It's all just so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, all I wish for is to never wake ever again, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious suffering in this futile existence I never would had chosen that just brought so much pain, to me existence truly is an dreadful abomination.