Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer just from being conscious in this futile, torturous existence just hoping and waiting to not exist and I'll always see existing as just waiting to not exist, it's dreadful unnecessary suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it.

I just wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything, I never should had been burdened with this torturous existence of suffering where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway, to me existence truly is the most harmful, cruel abomination that just causes and brings all this pain and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer. I just find it so deeply undesirable to exist and always will do no matter what, for me the only peace really could lie in non-existence where finally all is forgotten and nothing can concern me and I'll just always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence. To me existence really is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can bring me any relief from, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is gone, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and to me existing truly does feel like only suffering. I suffer just from being conscious in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again and it feels like I've suffered for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how peaceful death is denied for me.
I truly do always suffer from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering which is why I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to escape from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence, I just want to never exist ever again and it's just so terrible and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, as long as I exist I'll wish for no more suffering, I wish I could just choose to fall asleep permanently and never exist ever again but of course the suffering and cruelty of this torturous unnecessary existence just continues and it's all just so terrible to me, no matter what I'll always see existence itself as an unnecessary harm. To me existence really does feel like the most tragic mistake that just causes harm and suffering and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently as I'm just so tired of suffering all for the sake of it burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as a burden to exist, it's a burden that just causes so much pain and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it a burden to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it a burden to exist and it's a burden so cruel and torturous that causes all this harm and suffering until all is finally gone in non-existence anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just hope for peace from this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake.

I'll always just see it as a tragedy to exist, I wish this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it was never imposed more than anything as I'm just always so tired of it all, I'm always so tired of this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering where I'm just hoping and waiting to cease existing anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just dreadful suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing. I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I never would had chosen and nothing would make me wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep, I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to finally escape from the cruelty and suffering of this futile existence and there's just so much suffering in existing. I'd never wish to suffer at all and I wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything, I really will always see it as so dreadful to exist and I'd never wish for the dreadful suffering of this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, existence is just so torturous, cruel and harmful, I'll always see it as so terrible how there's all this suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing and I'd just never wish for this cruel, futile existence no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just wish for an permanent sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is to never exist ever again.

To me existence really does feel like the most terrible mistake and I see it as so terrible how there's all this cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'd just never wish for this harmful existence of cruelty and unnecessary suffering rather all I hope for is to not exist, existence to me really is the problem that just causes all this pain and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'll just find it so deeply undesirable to exist, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather all I wish for is to sleep permanently. In this existence where there's all this cruelty and unnecessary suffering non-existence really is all that can bring me any peace and relief, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering but of course the cruelty of existing just continues and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to free myself from this harmful existence in peace and never suffer ever again, non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all that can bring me the peace from suffering I search for, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence that just caused all this harm was even imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is so harmful.
No matter what I'll always see it as so harmful to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence rather all I hope for is to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence, to me existence truly is the problem and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be permanently free from it. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering but of course the cruelty and suffering of this futile, torturous existence I personally always saw as a mistake just continues and it's all so terrible to me, I'll always see non-existence as the only peace and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to sleep, I just want to never suffer ever again.

I just want to be permanently free from this harmful existence that just tortures existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and for me non-existence truly is the only relief as after all, only in non-existence am I unable to suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where nothing can concern me and I'd just always prefer to not exist. For me existence really is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist could ever take away for me, existence is just so painful, so cruel and so torturous and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I never should had been burdened with this harmful existence and I'll always see existence as only causing harm, it's all just so terrible to me and I never should had suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always just hoping to sleep.
No matter what all I could ever hope and wish for is to sleep, I just want to fall asleep permanently and never exist ever again but of course the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so terrible to me, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is some peace. I just want to rest, I just want all to be forgotten for me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal sleep and for me non-existence really is the only relief, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it, I just wish and hope to sleep and the peace of non-existence where all is finally gone really has been all I've hoped for.

I'll just always see it as so dreadful and terrible to exist and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from and in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering all I could wish for is eternal sleep, I wish to just never wake ever again. I just wish for peace from the torturous burden of existence that I see as being only suffering and I'm always just so tired of suffering, it's tiredness only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just wish for no more suffering in this unnecessary, cruel existence that I'd just never wish for,I always find it so dreadful to exist and I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what, I never should had been forced to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence rather all I hope for is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake.

I always suffer from being denied the option of a death like never waking ever again so finally I can be at peace, existence is just so cruel, so dreadful and unneccessary and I'm just always so tired of it all, it's tiredness only dreamless eternal sleep can bring me any relief from and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer ever again, I'd never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death. It's just suffering that there was never a need for and I just never should had been forced to suffer, I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything as I'm just so tired of it all, I'd never wish for any of this suffering and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I just never would had chosen and nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather I just want to be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous unnecessary existence.
I truly would never wish for this torturous unnecessary existence I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake rather all I hope for is non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues with no limit as to how dreadful it can all get and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep, I just want all to finally be gone for me.

I'll always see existence as the problem that just causes and brings all this unnecessary suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me and is all I hope for, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more suffering and to me existing really is just only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and I'd just never wish for any of this and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence that just causes and brings all this cruelty and suffering was even imposed. I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence rather all I hope for is to not exist, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, I wish that more than anything I was never forced to suffer in this cruel, futile existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from the cruelty and torture of existing.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence which is why it's all I wish for, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering but of course I continue to suffer so unnecessarily in this futile, torturous existence and I see so much cruelty in how the option for me to just peacefully cease existing is denied with the suffering of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I'd just never wish to suffer rather all I hope for is some peace.

I just want to never wake ever again, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it the only relief for me truly could only lie in eternal dreamless sleep and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to finally escape from the cruelty and torture of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering of existing is endless. It's all just so terrible to me, I'll always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until all is finally gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd always prefer to forget about this existence, non-existence really is all that can bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death anyway, I'd never wish for any of this suffering, I just want to not exist instead, I'm always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be permanently free from this cruel existence is all I wish for.
It truly is all I could wish for and is all I personally see as desirable, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is for all to be forgotten for me, I'll personally always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence, only non-existence can take away and solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer.

There is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and nothing can concern me and for this futile, torturous existence to be no longer my concern is all I hope for, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I see as positive in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll always just see existing as unnecessary suffering. It's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is nothingness, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering all for the sake of it in existing and to never suffer ever again really is all I could ever hope and wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be a desirable state.
To me existence truly could never be a desirable state and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence rather all I hope for is an eternal dreamless sleep free from all suffering where all is finally forgotten as I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake.

I just find it so futile to exist and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I hope for is to sleep permanently, in this existence where there is all this cruelty and torture all for the sake of it non-existence really is the only relief for me and is all I could ever hope for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to be gone for me and I always suffer from how how I cannot just choose to free myself from this deeply undesirable existence in peace. The peace of non-existence really is all I see as desirable and I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist, to me existence truly is a burden that just causes so much harm and suffering until all is finally forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence so cruel that I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, for me existence truly is the problem which is why as long as I exist I'll only hope to sleep permanently, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the most terrible tragedy.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the most terrible tragedy and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I hope for is to never exist ever again, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me and I always suffer so much from how peaceful death is so cruelly denied for me with the torture and agony of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is permanent peace where finally nothing can concern me.


To me existence really is an abomination that just causes so much harm and suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting for death anyway, for me existence really is the problem and I'm just so tired of it all, I'm so tired of being burdened with this existence. All I wish for is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily, I always wish I could just choose to fall asleep permanently, I just want to never wake ever again but of course I continue to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible dreadful tragedy, for me non-existence really is always preferable and is all I see as desirable, for me existence truly is the problem, I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of this futile, torturous existence rather I only hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten with nothing able to concern me. It's just so dreadful to me how this existence was even imposed that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

I'll just always see it as so harmful to be burdened with this existence, existence to me really is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from and take away for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so dreadful to be conscious in this existence forced to suffer all for the sake of it and I personally suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this torturous deeply undesirable existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen and more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer. To suffer in this existence truly is always so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence, I just want some peace and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again as I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing and it always feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer burdened with this cruel, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to peacefully cease existing where all is finally gone and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead.

I always find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it just hoping and waiting to not exist and I'll always see existing as waiting to die, I'll always see existence as something so dreadful as after all it's the ultimate cause of all suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence, to me existence really is the problem and I suffer simply from existing, existence to me really does feel like the most terrible mistake and it's one only non-existence could ever take away for me. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is to never suffer ever again and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this futile, torturous existence, I truly will always find it so dreadful to exist and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence could ever bring me relief from and as long as I exist I'll only hope to peacefully cease existing, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I really will always find it so dreadful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me truly does feel like the most terrible mistake.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering until all is gone in non-existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be conscious in this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen and would never wish for and to suffer in this existence really is always so terrible and dreadful to me, I wish I was never burdened with this existence of cruelty and unnecessary suffering more than anything and for me non-existence really is all that's desirable.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me, I really will always see existence as the most terrible tragedy and more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake and it's just so terrible to me how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. As long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering and I personally suffer just from being conscious in this existence, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace and relief from and I'd just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for, more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is always just an unnecessary harm.
To me existence truly is always just an unnecessary harm and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, harmful existence where there is all this endless suffering and cruelty just for one to be tortured by old age and cease existing anyway and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all just so terrible, cruel and painful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally forgotten and nothing can concern me. For me existence really is the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence where all is gone and there is no more pain, no more suffering, I'll always see it as an abomination to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all just so dreadful and torturous to me.

I just wish I was never forced to suffer, nothing would ever make me wish for the cruelty and suffering of existing rather all I hope for is to never exist ever again, in this existence so harmful that just causes and brings all this endless suffering permanent non-existence really is all that's desirable and positive for me and is all I could hope for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering in this harmful existence, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer which is why it's all I hope for, I only wish to be unconscious for all eternity with all finally forgotten for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake rather all I wish for is to peacefully cease existing and never exist ever again, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me with no more cruelty and no more suffering but of course the suffering of this torturous existence just continues and I personally suffer simply from existing.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope is to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death, I just always find it so torturous to exist burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I truly would never wish for the burden of existence and I find it so burdensome to suffer in this torturous existence I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake. There's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all just so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace from this torturous existence. I just want all to finally be gone for me and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this existence, for me simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death as I find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence I just never would had chosen and nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be be at peace once I'm no longer conscious in this torturous existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish I never suffered.
More than anything I really wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence, I wish I was never forced to suffer and no matter what I'll always prefer to not exist, I find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and the fact that this existence was imposed really is the most terrible tragedy to me especially as there were never any disadvantages to never suffering at all.

I just never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and nothing would make me wish for any of this rather all I wish for is some peace, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where all is finally gone, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from this torturous existence that to me is only suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering all for the sake of it, for me existence is a burden that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is non-existence. I just want all to finally be gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous existence and I always see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal sleep even know this existence was so tragically imposed causing and bringing all this suffering for the sake of it as a result, I just want to never wake ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me really is just an unnecessary harm.
To me existence truly is just an unnecessary harm and I'd just never wish for this harmful, torturous existence rather all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, I just want all to finally be gone for me, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I hope for is some peace. I just want to never wake ever again, I'm just so tired of being burdned with this torturous, harmful existence that just causes endless amounts of pain and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence, to me existing truly is only suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I hope for is to never wake ever again, existence to me really is the most terrible tragedy that just causes harm and suffering which is why I only wish for non-existence as after all only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer with all finally forgotten about and I just want all to be gone for me. I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful how there's all this pain and all this suffering in existing, I just want all to be gone for me, to me existence really does just feel like the most terrible mistake that is just an unnecessary harm causing and bringing all this pain all for the sake of it and I wish I never had to suffer, nothing would make me wish for the burden of existence rather I wish I was never forced to suffer at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting to not exist.
No matter what all I could ever wish and hope for is to not exist, I hope for freedom from suffering, I just want all to finally be gone for me but of course the pain and suffering of existing just continues and I'm so tired of being burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to never wake again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can solve everything for me and take away what I personally see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to forget about this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel. I always see it as so dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing, to me existing really does feel like only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable, I just wish for some peace, I just want to sleep and the only peace for me could lie in eternal dreamless sleep where there is no more pain and all is finally forgotten, I'm just so tired of suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen and never would wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly would solve everything for me and bring me so much peace from suffering, to permanently cease existing and never suffer ever again truly is all I'll hope for in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering where there's no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me but of course the suffering of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, for me peace could only ever lie in an eternal sleep where there is no more pain and no more suffering.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the relief and freedom from suffering I search for and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it the only relief for me could ever lie in non-existence, I just want this cruel, torturous existence to finally be no longer my problem and all gone. Non-existence would solve everything for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in a eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and I can rest, all I hope for is to sleep, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering but of course I continue to suffer, I just want the peace of non-existence to erase everything for me and finally bring me peace from all suffering, all I see as desirable is finally being unconscious for all eternity.

 

[FuneralCry]

So dreadful how there's all this cruelty in existing.
No matter what I'll always see it as so dreadful and terrible how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and I'd always prefer to not exist.

To me existence really does feel like the most terrible mistake that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'll just always see it as so dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing, for me existence really is always the problem and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence rather all I hope for is non-existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and only in eternal sleep will I be unable to suffer which is why it's all I'll hope for. I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, existence is just something so cruel and so harmful and there's just so much suffering in this torturous unnecessary existence, I really would never wish for any of this rather I just want to peacefully cease existing. Only in non-existence will I be at peace from this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for and to suffer in this existence really is just so dreadful to me, I'd never wish for this cruel existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I hope for is to never exist ever again, only non-existence can solve and take away what I personally see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
No matter what I'd just never wish for any of this suffering and I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all, to me existence is always something so terrible and dreadful and I wish I never suffered, as long as I exist I'll only wish to sleep permanently.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty and torture of existing where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer and the suffering of existing is endless, it's all just so terrible to me and I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all, to me existence is just something so cruel, so dreadful and so painful and the pain of existing just continues, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to sleep permanently and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep eternally to finally escape from the suffering of existing. For me non-existence really is the only peace and is all I see as desirable, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to be burdened with this existence no matter what and I suffer just from being conscious in this cruel, torturous existence, for me non-existence truly is the only relief from this existence I'd just never wish for and never would had chosen, existence really is just so cruel, so terrible and so painful and there's just so much pain in this existence I personally always saw as a cruel, terrible mistake, I just wish I never suffered.

 

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To exist is always so terrible to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish and hope for is non-existence, I just want all to finally be gone and forgotten for me but of course the suffering of this existence just continues and I'm so tired of it all, as long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering.

I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering of existing just continues, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me and I just never should had been forced to suffer, I never should had been burdened with this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is nothingness. Only in non-existence will I be at peace from the dreadful suffering and cruelty of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age and the suffering of existing is endless, it's all so terrible to me and I'm just so tired of it all, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of existing rather all I hope for is dreamless eternal sleep, existence to me really is the most cruel, torturous abomination that I'd never wish for that only non-existence can bring me peace from, the only relief for me could lie in never suffering ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty and suffering in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty and suffering in existing and it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather I only hope for non-existence where there is no more pain and all is finally forgotten, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer which is why it's all I hope for, existence to me really does feel like the most terrible mistake.

I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is gone, I just wish for this cruel, painful existence to finally be no longer my concern but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful, painful and terrible to me, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable, I just want to never exist ever again, I just want all to finally be forgotten for me as I'm just so tired of being trapped in this existence suffering so unnecessarily just wishing and hoping to be gone. For me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I could hope for, I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, it really is all just so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally nothing can concern me, it really feels like I've suffered in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to exist.
No matter what I'd never wish for the cruel and torturous burden of human existence rather all I hope for is an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally gone and for this existence to no longer be my concern truly is all I see as desirable, I just wish I was never forced to suffer more than anything and nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I wish this existence was never imposed, I wish I was never burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake that just causes all this suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and for me non-existence really is the only peace.

It's all I hope for in this existence so cruel and torturous that I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I could ever see as desirable, I'll always see existence as an imposition that just causes so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway. To me existing really is just waiting for death and I always suffer so much from waiting to die in this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I'm just always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and bring me any relief from, I'd just never wish for this cruel, painful existence I personally always saw as the most tragic mistake and to me existing really is only suffering, I suffer just from being conscious in this existence that to me was never worth it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is only suffering.
No matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer just from being conscious in this cruel, torturous existence I never would had chosen and would never had wished for, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and is all I personally see as desirable as I just want to never suffer ever again. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I only hope to sleep permanently, existence is just so painful and so cruel and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is non-existence where finally all is gone and I can rest, all I hope for is some peace.

I just want to sleep, I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course the suffering in this futile, torturous existence just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I'll just always see existence as so harmful and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I just never would had chosen and nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of existing rather I just wish for peace. I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity, I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, for me eternal sleep truly is the only relief and is allI could hope for in this existence that to me is only suffering and I'm just so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, I'm just so tired of it all, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally forgotten, all I wish for is to never exist ever again but of course the pain of existence just continues and it's all so dreadful and terrible to me. I just hope and wish to sleep permanently but of course the suffering of existing just continues and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is nothingness, I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to sleep eternally as for me existence really is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering, to me existence really does feel like the most cruel terible mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from. I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where finally there is no more suffering and all is gone, to me existence really is an unnecessary harm and I'll always find it so harmful and torturous to exist, I wish I could just choose to never wake ever again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, non-existence truly is the only peace and relief for me and is all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that's positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me as after all, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer with all finally gone and forgotten for me, all I wish for is an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where I can be at peace and the peace of permanent non-existence really is all I could wish for.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for and for me existence truly is the problem that just causes all this suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence really is always so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering. It really feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, only non-existence can being me the relief I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen. I just hope for some peace, I just hope for nothingness, I just want to never wake ever again but of course the suffering of existing just continues and I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this existence I never would had wished for, non-existence really is all that's positive for me and would solve everything for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a burden to exist.
No matter what I really will just always see it as a burden to exist and it's a burden only non-existence could ever bring me peace and relief from, I'd personally just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I just hope for non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten, I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish for the burden of existence rather all I hope for is to never suffer ever again. Only eternal sleep could ever bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty and suffering of existing as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there are no disadvantages to permanent non-existence where this cruel, harmful existence I just never would had chosen is finally no longer my problem.

To never exist ever again really is all I see aw desirable, existence to me really is just so cruel and so torturous and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is the peace of eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone with this existence no longer my concern. I just see it as so dreadful to be conscious of this existence at all capable of suffering to unlimitef extents destined to decay and die anyway and the suffering of existing truly is endless, it's all just so terrible to me and I personally suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to never suffer ever again, I wish for this cruel, painful existence to be no longer my problem.