Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so dreadful, I just want peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just hope and wish to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, for me non-existence would be the positive solution to find peace from all future unnecessary suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful, futile existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is always an abomination to me and I'd never wish for any of the pain and suffering this torturous existence brings rather all I want is to be gone.

I just hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake, for me peace could only lie in being permanently unconscious of this painful, dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this torturous existence.
No matter what I really would just never want to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want some peace from this dreadful, cruel existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

Existence is just always the problem to me and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, I just want to never suffer again, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, futile existence that I just never would had chosen, non-existence really is all that's positive for me, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to not exist.
No matter what I really will always and only hope to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

As long as I exist I really will just hope for true permanent peace from the pain and suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is always an abomination to me which is why the peace of non-existence is just all I could ever hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to erase this torturous, dreadful existence.
To permanently erase this torturous, dreadful and cruel existence truly is all I could hope for, all I want is some peace from the pain and suffering of this existence I just always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible abomination, in this existence so torturous that I just never would had chosen non-existence is just the only relief for me, I just want this existence to be all erased, gone and forgotten for me, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be an abomination to me.
It truly will always be the most dreadful, cruel abomination to me that just causes all this futile, unnecessary suffering and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so dreadful that I just never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain and suffering, to suffer in this existence is something so deeply undesirable and terrible to me, all that this existence ever does is just cause harm and suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can ever take away for me, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence.

All I could hope for is to be gone, in this existence so dreadful and torturous only non-existence can solve everything for me, for me non-existence would be the positive solution to escape from the pain, suffering and torture of existing, all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll only be at peace from all the pain and suffering in non-existence where all is gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always just be waiting to die to me.
It truly is just always waiting to die to me, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence that I just never would had chosen rather all I want is some peace, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the dreadful, futile abomination of existence that just tortures existing beings. I really could never see a point to any of this, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I just suffer so much as a result of this painful, deeply undesirable existence that to me will always just be waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

For this existence to be all gone and forgotten is all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to erase this painful, deeply undesirable existence so it's like I never suffered at all, to be permanently at peace from all pain and suffering truly is all I could ever wish for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is peace from the suffering of existing, I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just the most terrible, cruel abomination.
It truly is an abomination to me and it's one that just causes endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for this evil, dreadful existence rather all I want is to permanently cease existing.

I just want all to be gone for me with the abomination of existence that just harms existing beings finally all forgotten about, to exist means to suffer and I just always suffer so unbearably as a result of the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence, all I want is to cease existing and never suffer again, I just wish to erase this existence that just causes endless amounts of suffering, cruelty and torture.

 

[Baisley]

I feel so bad that you're suffering. Hopefully you will find peace eventually.