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- Nov 16, 2021
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I think the only thing that's been holding me back for the last three years has been a hope that I might find a very good clue or answer for my chronic pain and other symptoms thru gene sequencing. I finally managed to get enough money and found a cheap but complete service for this. Results will take about a month thou.
I've always felt that it would be such a relief to finally have some form of documentation that would help explain why my life sucks so much, something that could help me and other people understand where my suffering comes from, that its not about simply a character flaw, that I have really tried to succeed.
I wonder just how shit I would feel if the results come back with nothing, just normal genes. This would be scary since I have always felt like I must have quite a few clinical relevant mutations, always have felt like a freak. I keep telling myself they can't come back normal, there is no way. But maybe they will. Maybe that will be the last nail in my coffin.
I've always felt that it would be such a relief to finally have some form of documentation that would help explain why my life sucks so much, something that could help me and other people understand where my suffering comes from, that its not about simply a character flaw, that I have really tried to succeed.
I wonder just how shit I would feel if the results come back with nothing, just normal genes. This would be scary since I have always felt like I must have quite a few clinical relevant mutations, always have felt like a freak. I keep telling myself they can't come back normal, there is no way. But maybe they will. Maybe that will be the last nail in my coffin.
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