This is a scheduled message, yes, I am gone.
Quick notes:
1. Everything I did was the exact same as
@rigbone, that's why I am not posting pics. I only skipped the O2 tester because I bought my tank from an industrial welding store, they sell 99.99% purity. Taking my chances, don't want to wait any longer.
2. Survival instinct is a bitch, but I figured if I do it right before something that gets me really mad, I am emotional enough to overcome SI. My plan is to gamble, I started it recently to see if it gets me really upset, and it does. Gambling is not the reason for CTB, it's just to overcome SI.
So, what's next? Here are a few scenarios:
(1) We are inside a matrix, the real versions of humanity is actually 1000 years (random number) more advanced, but we got so bored with life that we invented the matrix.
(2) There is no God and no Matrix, you are conscious because the Universe accidentally made it so. Which is depressing because it means it is likely you will be brought back after being done with this life. Remember, you STARTED from the supposed "non-existence", yet you are here, and you will supposedly go back to "non-existence" (the atheist view). Who is to ray the cycle doesn't repeat endlessly so long as the universe exists?
(3) There is either a loving God that exists outside the matrix where humanity and other life-forms are taken care of, and we humans asked God not to interfere in this Matrix as a way to see how well we do without God—Sinners get sent back to the matrix to avoid contaminating the real world (like Agent Smiths was able to enter the real world and cause trouble) and those who "succeed" (whatever that means) are allowed back to the real world (what an insane "game isn't it?). Or, God exists, but prefers "survival of the fittest", hence all the unnecessary suffering we see.
Lastly, thanks to
@tearsinrain and
@rigbone, you guys have been great help.