calicocat07
Chronically sucky
- Sep 29, 2025
- 31
Recently I played doki doki club because im getting into horror games and after seeing sayori death and what led up to it (if that's how you spell her name right lol) I felt so much like her I completely understood her thoughts. It was crazy. Anyways lately I'm more suicidal than i usually am and playing that just made the thoughts worse. Im not blaming the game I knew what I was getting into I just dont think I knew what mental state I was at because now all I keep thinking about is death and cutting. Im not sad or mad or upset actually its all kinda funny. Game was good tho, deleted Monika for being evil >:0
What's irritating though is my mom is getting on me noticing my lack of effort to do anything. I couldn't even eat today. But I dont care i just told her I dont want to talk about it and shut her down. I just want to draw once I'm done with classes in collage and bury myself
What's irritating though is my mom is getting on me noticing my lack of effort to do anything. I couldn't even eat today. But I dont care i just told her I dont want to talk about it and shut her down. I just want to draw once I'm done with classes in collage and bury myself
