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- Dec 19, 2021
- 60
Hah i made it to 24. Hadn't expected that honestly. I went through a big ass mental health crisis last month. I'm finally out of it. I thought for a moment i would made it to the otherside. Nope. I actually really just don't wanna live. I have asked for help so many times but the only thing i do is wasting people's time. I don't even accept the help i get. I don't want help anymore. I'm too arrogant to accept my mental and physical issues. I don't wanna live in this body anymore. I used to hold on to fantasies of 'what if my life blablabla' now i know my life couldn't go any differently. This is just what it is and its not gonna be different. I think its time to go for me. I hate it to hurt my family and friends but i just don't wanna live anymore