Venting FUUUUUUUCK

[lost_one]

I have a shit ton of knifes, scalpels, razors. A nice tested rope.
A bridge 30min away.
I have the money to buy a Nitrogen tank
A motorcycle I could crash
And nothing to live for. What is wrong with me?

 

[Floppa]

You can buy a nitrogen tank? Like the real high purity one? Damn, i envy you, in my country those are highly regulated so no exit bags unfortunately...

 

[allKae]

maybe you don't know what you want. maybe ctb or maybe live,
everyone on this site is broken inside, maybe from a heartbreak, or maybe a loss,
Before anything regarding the CTB, be sure you want it.
If you just want to wait, know how to make yourself happy, I know it's difficult, but try... go after it because only you can change your surroundings
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good luck bro!