Venting "Future planning" is ruining my last few months worth of conversations with my dad.

[fallingbehind]

Title. I know its pathetic, whatever.
My dad is pretty much the only person I talk to. But because Im "graduating" in June next year, every single time I try to chat with him hes hounding me abt future plans, investments, constant talk about applying for internships now. Cant ever talk about shit else anymore, and its actually making me feel quite sad because all that talk is fucking useless since Im killing myself. Every single week hes sending me some self help book rec. I mean I dont fault him really, I am useless and if I didnt have my tent and coals set Id probably be panicking trying to sort my shit out, but Im going to die. It no longer means anything to me.

 

[Spectre]

I just play along. They're going to be worried as long as they see you suffering. If you live away from them you can always make up a story.

 

[fallingbehind]

I just play along. They're going to be worried as long as they see you suffering. If you live away from them you can always make up a story.

Yeah, usually I tune it out but I just wish the circumstances were different ig.

 

[Spectre]

I don't know your situation but sometimes it good to make plans regardless incase you back out. Backing out seems incomprehensible right now but I know I still have things I'e signed up for just in case I have to stay for some reason in like 3 months