• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
S

sadmarmoset

Member
Feb 9, 2024
6
Planning on hanging sometime soon, full suspension. I bought plenty of 1/2" polypropylene rope, just not sure where to hang/ how to decide between potential ligature points. Theres a large load bearing pillar + beam in my basement that could definitely support my weight, just nervous about my body thrashing around loudly and alerting someone who might be home. I dont really get a lot of alone time in my house so I was planning on doing this in my basement while my housemates sleep on the second floor. I could hang myself on a tree outside its just cold lol and ive tried it before and its so much more logistical than hanging myself in my basement with a chair. Would love some advice so as to avoid doing something too stupid :)
 
danny10

danny10

Banned
Jan 8, 2025
263
Hi there. I am unaware of your particular background and this is only my opinion but I would definately CTB somewhere else other than my house. Just imagine your housmates finding your body. It will be quite a shock for them. I tried to CTB with full suspension once (I failed) and I did it in an airbnb and I even put up a warning sign on the door that there is a dead body inside.
 
S

sadmarmoset

Member
Feb 9, 2024
6
Hi there. I am unaware of your particular background and this is only my opinion but I would definately CTB somewhere else other than my house. Just imagine your housmates finding your body. It will be quite a shock for them. I tried to CTB with full suspension once (I failed) and I did it in an airbnb and I even put up a warning sign on the door that there is a dead body inside.
My housemates are kinda ass. I dont mind if they find me, but I will leave some cautionary notes before they reach me to at least give them the option to call police without seeing me. Moreso concerned about the noise that results from full suspension, as Im a bit too squeamish to watch videos of succeessful hangings to get the idea myself
 
danny10

danny10

Banned
Jan 8, 2025
263
My housemates are kinda ass. I dont mind if they find me, but I will leave some cautionary notes before they reach me to at least give them the option to call police without seeing me. Moreso concerned about the noise that results from full suspension, as Im a bit too squeamish to watch videos of succeessful hangings to get the idea myself
Yes, noise is another reason why it would be best to do it somewhere else where you have some alone time. I think full suspension is kinda noisy. You kick around, struggling, etc.
 
Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,348
If there is enough space around you, that you would not hit anything with your body, there will be no noise.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Pentobarbital_Plz
B

Baisley

Experienced
Jan 18, 2025
215
Hi there. I am unaware of your particular background and this is only my opinion but I would definately CTB somewhere else other than my house. Just imagine your housmates finding your body. It will be quite a shock for them. I tried to CTB with full suspension once (I failed) and I did it in an airbnb and I even put up a warning sign on the door that there is a dead body inside.
If you don't mind me asking, what caused you to fail at full suspension hanging? I mean what went wrong with it? I want to CTB and that is a method I'm considering but I don't want to fail at it. This is so frustrating. I have tried partial multiple times and still haven't been successful with that.
 
danny10

danny10

Banned
Jan 8, 2025
263
If you don't mind me asking, what caused you to fail at full suspension hanging? I mean what went wrong with it? I want to CTB and that is a method I'm considering but I don't want to fail at it. This is so frustrating. I have tried partial multiple times and still haven't been successful with that.
Actually my SI kicked in. I stepped off the chair but I did not kick it away. I must have hanged for a couple of seconds and I realized it is extremely painful. I panicked, my SI kicked in and I climbed back onto the chair.
 
B

Baisley

Experienced
Jan 18, 2025
215
Actually my SI kicked in. I stepped off the chair but I did not kick it away. I must have hanged for a couple of seconds and I realized it is extremely painful. I panicked, my SI kicked in and I climbed back onto the chair.
I understand. It seems so easy but yet it isn't. I am having a hard time pulling of CTB. I am miserable and need to do it though. A gun seems like the best method, I don't have one though. How these teens hang themselves so easily when I'm a full grown adult and can't pull it off baffles me.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: danny10
S

sadmarmoset

Member
Feb 9, 2024
6
Actually my SI kicked in. I stepped off the chair but I did not kick it away. I must have hanged for a couple of seconds and I realized it is extremely painful. I panicked, my SI kicked in and I climbed back onto the chair.
Yeah I've done this before too :( not a good time for my neck/throat for the following week or so. Thanks for the advice on noise; I would hate to get caught halfway thru an attempt like that. Will probably opt for the outdoors i suppose, although its the middle of winter. :,) i
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: danny10

Similar threads

N
Replies
9
Views
701
Suicide Discussion
Nothing.
N
silentroom123
Replies
7
Views
891
Suicide Discussion
Endisclose
E
V
Replies
2
Views
450
Suicide Discussion
XXlife
X
W
Replies
0
Views
200
Suicide Discussion
weird_place777
W