MikUma

MikUma

certified red flag
Dec 7, 2023
56
I was supposed to go last night but I didn't. Plan is ruined. Plan B is hanging but it's going to be harder and a short hang so it's going to hurt more than jumping with like 5 feet of space inbetween… I hope I don't make it I'm a pussy oh ny god
 
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pricklycacti

pricklycacti

Member
May 18, 2024
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Maybe this is a sign you shouldn't do it. I know it sounds cheesy but think about it for a little longer.
 
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MikUma

MikUma

certified red flag
Dec 7, 2023
56
Maybe this is a sign you shouldn't do it. I know it sounds cheesy but think about it for a little longer.
i had night night method as plan one and when it didnt work my backup was to run away at three but i slept theough my alarm 💀💀💀
( thank you anyways)
oh also guys i have everythubg planned and organized around todays ctb, if i fail, my life would be ruined because i really have given up on everything i've got, and i'd have to start from bare nothing while also hating myself so this isnt ideal HAHA
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I think that by doubting one's method, you have already set yourself up for failure. It becomes sort of "self-fulfilling", IYKWIM.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry it failed. Don't rush anything. Why do u want to leave and why is it so urgent? Take you time and I wish you all the best with whatever you decide to do.
 
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MikUma

MikUma

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Dec 7, 2023
56
I'm sorry it failed. Don't rush anything. Why do u want to leave and why is it so urgent? Take you time and I wish you all the best with whatever you decide to do.
i have all my letters sorted out, all my devices cleared, peoples names on postit notes i want to give them to, and i have not thought of life after today :(
 
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