Venting FUCK PSSD

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

Like seriously, fuck it all. Now ctb it's my only way out of this bs... never imagine something so surreal like this could happen to me, it have even destroyed my faith in god.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Yes, it eventually destroys your faith in everything, especially yourself.

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

Thats right, no matter how hard i try nothing else is like before, everithing have been strip away, errased from you, yor old self die and you just an empty shell, worst something unhuman incapable of feel pleasure or joy, cant even orgasm wtf, i miss my music too, and the feeling of love they took it, whats the point of living after everythig is taking from you, not able to feel even showers or sleep good even because you are so destroyed to a point that you cant even comprehend wtf how this even possible, every second is torture, i try a loot of possible solutions but it seems my case is permanet, i seriously dont want this to happen even to my worst enemy, its been dead alive, you just breath and eat, nothing else... day by day same shit i really need to die soon.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Thats right, no matter how hard i try nothing else is like before, everithing have been strip away, errased from you, yor old self die and you just an empty shell, worst something unhuman incapable of feel pleasure or joy, cant even orgasm wtf, i miss my music too, and the feeling of love they took it, whats the point of living after everythig is taking from you, not able to feel even showers or sleep good even because you are so destroyed to a point that you cant even comprehend wtf how this even possible, every second is torture, i try a loot of possible solutions but it seems my case is permanet, i seriously dont want this to happen even to my worst enemy, its been dead alive, you just breath and eat, nothing else... day by day same shit i really need to die soon.

Maybe you are suffering from anhedonia like me.
I feel no pleasure in anything anymore.
It's as though you have died inside.

 

[lachrymost]

I'm glad the recent BBC Panorama episode spotlit PSSD. This is a human rights issue and it's despicable that psychiatry has scarcely begun to address it. I don't have it, but I won't shut up about it. I think about it everyday, no joke. So sorry you were harmed so comprehensively. I hope one day soon everyone will know what these drugs have been doing to people for decades.

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

Yes severe anhedonia, i used to enjoy music, movies and games for hobbies but after pssd music sounds flat and wont get the good feeling, movies are now just people talking because i dont feel emotions anymore then i dont see the point now, cant relate to any and games used to give me rush and confort but now it feels like a task and no reward after playing, my brain its literally damaged, in top of that cant even cry or feel joy, everithing is numb, and sex is no more, cant feel shit, i remember orgasms before this curse now since my genitals are numb it feels just like taking a pee instead... ahedonia plus depersonalisation with some ed its just too much, life before that was a total bitch been an ugly person like me, but now this is way too much...

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so horrible what you've had to endure, existence certainly is so hellish, I hope that you eventually find freedom from all the suffering.

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

It is, one of the worst fates possible, i just turned 32 and my life is destroyed by stupid psy meds in less than a year... my only options keep living in this day to day hell since it seems its permanent damage or ctb

 

[Pardoe84]

I am here because of PSSD too. I took Cymbalta and it gave me severe anhedonia and complete impotence. I really don't know how to live with that.

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

Yes it is literally hell on earth, we been lobotomised/deshumanised we are trap in our own boddy, tortured every seccond, this condition is the worst, murdered by psyquiatry and big pharma

 

[Pardoe84]

Yes it is hell. For how long do you have PSSD? Do you know others? I am wondering how it is possible to cope with that 11 years or longer. I am in contact with some other german sufferers.

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

Idk but my case is severe, and its been too long have not recover not even 10% i have already order SN, i just cant deal with it... i'm also on reddit, there is a forum for pssd sufferes... this shit destroy all i was, i dont see the point of keep breathing and barely eating so far, i used to have a normal life but after this i have abandoned all hope, even i know my wife and family will be debastaded i just cant keep existing like this... severe anhedonia, 0emotions, 0motivation, cant feel music, lost my personality, skills, brain fog, severe immsonia, no more joy from my hobbies, no more sex, cant feel orgasm feels more like takimg a pee in 2 minutes, very little wateri semen and it hurt after, cant hold conversations like before, cant find much to say, just barely repliying, no apetite, digestive problems.... its just way too much to cope.

 

[Hollowman]

I saw this recently, probably to complicated for me but maybe it'll help you guys.

PSSD: The why and the how to get it fixed » MENELITE

PSSD has been considered an incurable disorder, however, that’s about to change. For over 50 years, serotonin-boosting drugs have been used to “treat” depression and other mental disorders. Despite poor results, the “low serotonin hypothesis of depression” keeps on being pursued, fortunately...

men-elite.com

 

[Steve]

Am here because of PSSD as well. :(

 

[liljeep]

I've had PSSD since 2016.

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

PSSD feels like a waking coma.
You are just an observer, unable to experience. No more joy or pleasure ever
Your connection to the world, to the people in it, to life itself is just.. gone.
And this stems from a pill that was supposed to «treat» mental health.
Oh the irony.

 

[Pardoe84]

I cannot feel nikotin from a cigaret, or thc from a joint. Even alcohol and coffee cannot affect me anymore. How is that possible? It must have something to do with dopamin recepors. I think they are permanentely damaged in our brains. I used to react very sensitive to bupropion 150mg. Now i can take 300mg and there is no effect.

Can you still cry or get goose flesh? I used to when i heard good film music but it is not possible now anymore.

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

Yes the brain receptors are permanet damage, cant feel emotions from the music i used to like, cant feel or understand movies anymore, i used to get high of weed with no problem and even feel better music and food, no longer possible weed is like smoking air now, cant feel alcohol, cigarretes or coffe, cant sleep even if i take high doses of sleeping pills... forget about masturbation, not even possible now... cant respond to anything, robot or zombie like, wish to cry but i cant and when i do is for like 2 minutes and little drops from eyes then come back to same state of Numb.
I'm a little bit scared i will not respond to SN since my receptos are damaged, idk if will work of fail, but have high hopes it will work since reading old post from user @jrums i think he was able to do so with SN having PSSD

I've had PSSD since 2016.

idk how u made it to 2023, do u have anhedonia?

 

[phersper]

Yes the brain receptors are permanet damage, cant feel emotions from the music i used to like, cant feel or understand movies anymore, i used to get high of weed with no problem and even feel better music and food, no longer possible weed is like smoking air now, cant feel alcohol, cigarretes or coffe, cant sleep even if i take high doses of sleeping pills... forget about masturbation, not even possible now... cant respond to anything, robot or zombie like, wish to cry but i cant and when i do is for like 2 minutes and little drops from eyes then come back to same state of Numb.
I'm a little bit scared i will not respond to SN since my receptos are damaged, idk if will work of fail, but have high hopes it will work since reading old post from user @jrums i think he was able to do so with SN having PSSD

idk how u made it to 2023, do u have anhedonia?

I'm in the same situation as you are. Unable to function, unable to feel because of pssd. Considered we don't even react to benzos Nembutal is not for us, cuz they act in a very similar way. Anyway I think that for SN there is no problem, it has nothing to do with dopamine or gaba neurotransmitters. It acts on hemoglobin.

Have you already bought it?

 

[Tobacco]

I'm more convinced now that forcing someone into existence is the real crime here. How can you expose someone to experience something like this?

How can antidepressants be so widely used when there is very little reward and so much risk?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

How can antidepressants be so widely used when there is very little reward and so much risk?

Antidepressants are widly used to change the brain chemitry to make patients see their surrounding world through pink and orange glasses. However this does not cure the patients real problem that is causing a depression or "mental problems". In most cases that doesn't help at all unfortunately rather it cause other huge problems that make the patients' situation even worse.

This is not a medical advice it's my personal opinion.

 

[Pardoe84]

Is anyone with PSSD still here?

 

[Hollowman]

Is anyone with PSSD still here?

Yeah

 

[Pardoe84]

What medication did it cause and what are your Symptoms?

 

[CPY]

Honestly fuck all mental issues...they are the real plight of humanity.

We are coming close to human-like ai, we have a cure to many illness that used to be life-threatening and yet no one has even so much of clue how the brain works.Just selling useless medications that are placebo + side effects

 

[Hollowman]

What medication did it cause and what are your Symptoms?

What medication did it cause and what are your Symptoms?

What medication did it cause and what are your Symptoms?

I doesn't really matter which one because they're all neurotoxic garbage, no libido, numbness, weak orgasms, anhedonia

 

[Davey36000]

Have you tried Lion's Mane mushroom? Or microdising psychedelicsm or Omega 3. Maybe something will work.

 

[Pardoe84]

I tried microdosing psylocibin but it did not help.

 

[Ashu]

I'm glad the recent BBC Panorama episode spotlit PSSD. This is a human rights issue and it's despicable that psychiatry has scarcely begun to address it. I don't have it, but I won't shut up about it. I think about it everyday, no joke. So sorry you were harmed so comprehensively. I hope one day soon everyone will know what these drugs have been doing to people for decades.

Exactly. I took SSRIs in my teens and twenties, and consider myself extremely lucky to have escaped this horrible fate, but I can't stop thinking about the ones who didn't escape, I'm anguished and outraged for them, the reptilian corporate psychiatric scum who do this to them must be stopped, and they must pay.

Yes severe anhedonia, i used to enjoy music, movies and games for hobbies but after pssd music sounds flat and wont get the good feeling, movies are now just people talking because i dont feel emotions anymore then i dont see the point now, cant relate to any and games used to give me rush and confort but now it feels like a task and no reward after playing, my brain its literally damaged, in top of that cant even cry or feel joy, everithing is numb, and sex is no more, cant feel shit, i remember orgasms before this curse now since my genitals are numb it feels just like taking a pee instead... ahedonia plus depersonalisation with some ed its just too much, life before that was a total bitch been an ugly person like me, but now this is way too much...

God damn the people who did this to you.

 

[huphup]

I'm so sorry you are going through this. Honestly, that's my biggest fear going on antidepressants is the PSSD. It is inhumane how doctors and health practitioners will say that the sexual side effects are reversible, even though the evidence suggests otherwise. I'm in my 20s and i still feel that I should be able to have a sexual life. My doctor wants to put me on prozac (flouxetine) now, but I'm really hesitant because of PSSD. Have tried the others with less sex side effects (buproprion and votioxetine), those haven't helped me. I wonder what have your doctor's reaction's been to your PSSD? probably denial that it exists or that it is super rare?