Fuck New Years

[divinemistress36]

 

[Pluto]

 

[pariah80]

I'm right there with you. Let's at least try to make it tolerable.

 

[divinemistress36]

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I love it!

 

[L'absent]

I wish you a happy new year anyway.

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

I just hope that a roge fireworks shell smashes into my head and kills me instantly, or that someone shoots their gun in the air and the bullet comes back down straight through the center of my brain stem.

 

[divinemistress36]

I just hope that a roge fireworks shell smashes into my head and kills me instantly, or that someone shoots their gun in the air and the bullet comes back down straight through the center of my brain stem.

I had a stroke in my brainstem I was pissed it didnt kill me lol

 

[kitkat9234]

Fuck this shit. Another miserable year. I pray every night that I don't wake up yet here I am. I
Literally curse out loud in the morning. Why is it so hard to CTB?

 

[outrider567]

Just another crap year ahead with little enjoyment and little to look forward to

 

[nomoredolor]

I had a stroke in my brainstem I was pissed it didnt kill me lol

One day I had horrible chest pain and thought I was having a heart attack. I am still young, early 30s, but I have mild cardiac concerns so it was plausible. I immediately relaxed and had a flood of dopamine because I thought I may be dying. I had my phone in my hand and could've called for help but instead I set it down and smiled. I relaxed so much that the severe muscle spasm I was having eased. And I realized I wasn't dying and I was pissed.

Anna

 

[Shadows From Hell]

My biggest 2024 regret.....




So my 2025 plan is....

 

[divinemistress36]

One day I had horrible chest pain and thought I was having a heart attack. I am still young, early 30s, but I have mild cardiac concerns so it was plausible. I immediately relaxed and had a flood of dopamine because I thought I may be dying. I had my phone in my hand and could've called for help but instead I set it down and smiled. I relaxed so much that the severe muscle spasm I was having eased. And I realized I wasn't dying and I was pissed.

Anna
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Had a friend die of a heart attack in his sleep in his 30s so jealous

 

[kitkat9234]

One day I had horrible chest pain and thought I was having a heart attack. I am still young, early 30s, but I have mild cardiac concerns so it was plausible. I immediately relaxed and had a flood of dopamine because I thought I may be dying. I had my phone in my hand and could've called for help but instead I set it down and smiled. I relaxed so much that the severe muscle spasm I was having eased. And I realized I wasn't dying and I was pissed.

Anna
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I wish I could some how trigger a heart attack.

 

[Aurora Vanderlux]

I wish you a happy new year 2015

 

[divinemistress36]

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I wish you a happy new year 2015

I wish I could go back to 2015

 

[astr4]

I wish I could go back to 2015

i wish i could go back to 1997 and let a different sperm cell win

 

[grungy自殺]

I only have 3 more years left until I'm ending my life

 

[divinemistress36]

I only have 3 more years left until I'm ending my life

Why 3 years?

 

[willitpass]

I wish I could go back to 2015

I wanted to die in 2015 but at least then I was still young and had hope things would get better haha.

 

[divinemistress36]

I wanted to die in 2015 but at least then I was still young and had hope things would get better haha.

Me to

 

[grungy自殺]

Why 3 years?

Because there's so much to do

A lot to do to

in preparation for my death

Because I want to make it happen without hesitancy and make sure my si does not stand in the way

hoping to leave a ton left behind for my reasons

a note I would say

A suicide note

 

[divinemistress36]

Live, laugh, toaster bath

 

[LukaParrot]

 

[Valhala]

I love every post you make, you always hit the spot.

 

[theshund]

Because there's so much to do

A lot to do to

in preparation for my death

Because I want to make it happen without hesitancy and make sure my si does not stand in the way

hoping to leave a ton left behind for my reasons

a note I would say

A suicide note

I know it's not what you meant but I like the idea of a suicide note that took 3 years to write. A suicide book. The size of a brick. Good luck reading that people left behind

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Yes, fuck it. The new year has already gone to shit for me it seems like. I'm in such a foul mood. Couldn't have asked for a shittier start of the year.

 

[maniac116]

I agree!
Stupidest day/holiday of the year

 

[grungy自殺]

I know it's not what you meant but I like the idea of a suicide note that took 3 years to write. A suicide book. The size of a brick. Good luck reading that people left behind

Yeah that's actually what I've been trying to articulate or refer in that sense

But it's more of a document (that's about the length of a short novel) that I'm currently writing that details my reasons and personal cause that I've dealt and seen, that gives my justification for doing so

 

[dontwakemeup]

Least we are 1 year closer to our death!! It's almost over!!