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[MiMif]

My mom's been kinda questioning me lately as I just got out of the hospital for an attempt a few months ago and I haven't really been bothering to hide how down in he dumps i am lately and haven't been cheerful. I plan to die Saturday but she's been coming late at night every few hours and checking on me in my room ....fuck me.

 

[getoutgirl]

I don't know what method you'd be using, but if it requires some time alone then yeah maybe risking it for tomorrow if you are under surveilance isn't the best idea. It's bad to fail an attempt it's a lot worse to suffer permanent damage if you are stopped so, yeah sucks for you sorry but maybe don't risk that. If it is in the end, it can wait, it's okay.
I also don't know what you are going through and what brought you to want to attempt now and a few months ago, but I'm really sorry too, even if your short term plans don't work as intended I do hope you get easier days your way regardless, big hugs <3