I tried several times earlier today to fsh but my si kept getting in the way. I couldn't just take the step so it ended up like partial attempts several times but I didn't even pass out once. Now it hurts to swallow and my throat hurts a bit, I can't find the sweet spot and I don't know what I'm doing wrong. The knot is behind my neck, pre tightened, anchor knot. I'm not sure if it hurts so bad because the rope is thin and I should try a thicker one? The mark on my neck is almost faded but it hurts to touch my neck at all and idk if getting drunk would help. I saw the videos and others pass out almost immediately and i can't get there. I also don't know if I should try again now or wait until tomorrow or if the pain will be worse tomorrow because it would have had time to settle in.
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