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kaidatenn

kaidatenn

Kai kinda like the nitrite taste
Sep 19, 2023
38
Friend kept telling kai to not beat myself but why shouldnt kai do that literally and figuratively when everytime theres a small bit of happiness in a shitshow called life the shit always goes off.
Fucking useless piece of shit, cant stop getting kais fiancee mad for like every 2 weeks, still a bother to parent, fucking stupid cant get a job and now cant even think straight. Much pain in the head, Maybe kai punched and smashed my head too often but fucking thing wont bleed. Kai used to strangle myself but kai dont like it anymore.
Just why cant kai stop being a fucking bother kai dont have a fucking clue. Yes kai is frustrated and fuck off therapy youre always unavailable when kai in shit.
Anyway,
Kai wonders if SN for curing meat works. Kai want to purchase one for plan b, if kai ever tired of smashing and punching kais head. Kai dont want another failed attempt. Kai dont know how to tell fiancee either about this. Kai is stupid, maybe because head hurts.

Kai sorry for language.
 

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