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kotonearisato
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- Feb 13, 2024
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Did anyone else have friends who have CTB? I have a few. Grief is hard, but it's also one of my biggest struggles with my own desire to CTB. I think about them often, and think about how much it completely destroyed me despite me fully understanding why they chose to go. It's hard to imagine doing that to people in my life - there's so many people that I'm sure my friends would have never guessed that were hurt because of it. I'm not stupid enough to think that wouldn't be the case for my own passing, too. On top of that, one of these friends left me a specific note where she expressed her desire for me to get better to enjoy life where she could not. I feel so guilty not being able to live up to that promise.
So I guess I'm looking for is to know how anyone else deals with that guilt. Did those you know who CTB have an effect on your own thoughts? Thanks.
So I guess I'm looking for is to know how anyone else deals with that guilt. Did those you know who CTB have an effect on your own thoughts? Thanks.