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Gabbi_Station
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- Jul 30, 2024
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I told her I didn't want to talk about it- that a coworker just called out with COVID and I am literally getting up tomorrow at 4AM to commute and probably not getting home until 9PM (I take public transportation), and that I just wanted to have a nice time out getting a drink or coffee, and not think about it.
And she just wouldn't let up on the conversation; I told her I would think about it, or if I could do it part-time right now since I could use a second job, I would. It STILL didn't make her happy and she just kept going on and on about how I needed to quit my current job.
My boss is nice and someone just quit in June- they're still training the girl to replace her. I am not happy at my current position but I don't feel like the job she was suggesting I take would be any better.
I'm not saying she's not wrong that the way things are currently not working and I am not doing "well"; but I made it clear to her that I am really depressed and struggling. I just don't have the energy right now to interview for a new job and start back at square one, while probably dipping into my savings while I wait for my first paycheck, hoping a recession doesn't hit or I am not let go at the "new job", and still more or less living with family (probably even MORE stuck there because I just started a new job).
I just wish someone would cut me some slack and see that I am really trying. I'm just tired of feeling like my life is everyone telling me that I'm fucking up.
In some ways…it just makes me want to kill myself more. I feel like friends and family don't understand that I just can't take one more criticisms or negative remarks. That I am already at my limit. I just wish someone could be nice to me for just five minutes. Just five minutes of someone saying something nice to me
And she just wouldn't let up on the conversation; I told her I would think about it, or if I could do it part-time right now since I could use a second job, I would. It STILL didn't make her happy and she just kept going on and on about how I needed to quit my current job.
My boss is nice and someone just quit in June- they're still training the girl to replace her. I am not happy at my current position but I don't feel like the job she was suggesting I take would be any better.
I'm not saying she's not wrong that the way things are currently not working and I am not doing "well"; but I made it clear to her that I am really depressed and struggling. I just don't have the energy right now to interview for a new job and start back at square one, while probably dipping into my savings while I wait for my first paycheck, hoping a recession doesn't hit or I am not let go at the "new job", and still more or less living with family (probably even MORE stuck there because I just started a new job).
I just wish someone would cut me some slack and see that I am really trying. I'm just tired of feeling like my life is everyone telling me that I'm fucking up.
In some ways…it just makes me want to kill myself more. I feel like friends and family don't understand that I just can't take one more criticisms or negative remarks. That I am already at my limit. I just wish someone could be nice to me for just five minutes. Just five minutes of someone saying something nice to me
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